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Apr 1st 2005

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love makes the world go around - ashlee s.

i havent been much online these days, actually i still havent had the chance to publish the other pictures neither have i been able to write on my journal ... i´ve missed it.

As always life seems to balance things out ... ying yang thing, which makes it interesting. Here are some highlights on my week...its gonna be rather long though :

The beginning of the week, it seemed shitty had tipped the balance on its side ... Yup had the official "bad pc day" actually i am still feeling some of its effects ... my lap top died on me though i was pretty lucky i was able to safe my info before the official RIP.

my mom was chewing my behind for a couple of days. Why do have to pretend not to know me just to get ur point across?? i wish u could see u dont need it! as always it put me down cuz it reminded me how alone i feel sometimes even though iam surrounded by people that love me ... oh well tomorrow is another day n things who knows might get better
A has had some fam troubles too, a sms i got explain some of it, i wish i could make it better n i wish he´d let me have the chance to at least listen. Makes me kinda sad cuz i get the feeling that i have been put into a pedastal i dont wanna be in.

Dance class kicked ass, yes iam not the best dancer but pretty good in my class ... S gave me THE look, since i get to do the most difficult set of steps on the lil solo. Reminds me how competitive dance can be... but its ok cuz i still kicked ass

I am starting chinese lesson on saturday, it seems G might join too .. i hope he does cuz hell make classes fun.

Work has been great these days, busy i have tons of designs to work on... though it means i have re.invent myself in every collection cuz 3 of them are going with a different brand to the same store n at the same time
its challenging n iam loving it so far.

Actually i have realised iam re.inventing myself always cuz it means iam in constant change ... and this is what keeps me from running away. I am hoping i can go to spain on may for a short nice vacations i need them badly we´ll see what happens though i dont have much hope.

Uh Oh just realised its soo late ... iam going to bed i have muay thai early tom