Posted

Mar 27th 2005

Mood

Heartbroken

Music

Perfect by simple plan

Well got home last night checked out my computer before going to sleep. Turned the screen off turned to feed my fish... and I couldnt find him... I was a bit in a panic but you know? sometimes he just plays around and is just sleeping in the corner. I guess I knew him well because Ive had him a good five years. Hahaha it's really stupid! I cant even sleep with out the filter on! And I dont know I guess I got to attached to the little guy. Ah well he was in the corner but he wasnt sleeping... noway.

So I had a kinda bad night last night I could have handled it if I had found him dead but he wasn't dead he was dieing. And thats just nasty... the fact I couldnt do anything... damn helplessness.

Im kinda excited though. My mom said I could get a new fish... I didnt like the idea at first it wouldn't be the same. But now I decided Im gonna get new fish. It will be heaps different cause I will get two so either of them wont get lonly. I'm changing the gravel too and cleaning the whole tank out and the filter even though I cleaned it like last week. Ill get red gravel on monday it will look so cool and Im going to get a new lid thats metal if I can find one It will actually be fun on monday setting up the tank and choosing the fish.

Damn it trust a pisces to care so much about fish