Posted

Mar 20th 2005

Mood

Hurt

My ear infection has gotten worse. There is so much pus buildup that the pressure closed the hole entering the middle ear. When this happens all the liquidy stuff goes there instead of the air. Eventually the liquid stuff gets infected and so big that it starts draining. I am at this point. It is so painful that I can't even sleep. If the fluid continues to build up like this it will rupture my ear drum. I will know that my ear drum has been ruptured when blood starts coming out of the liquid stuff.
I can't deal with this right now because I have to go to school. It is so painful though that I can barley think. I have already missed a lot of school so I just don't know what to do.
After the eardrum ruptures it is a small hole but it takes 4 weeks for it to heal. That means 4 weeks of pain and misery plus me trying to go to school. :( I wish that things will just get better for me. I am tired of all of this bad luck. ;_;