Posted

Mar 19th 2005

Mood

ALIVE!

Music

if coffee had a song *drools*

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v90/zBalrogz/BalaaID.jpg

I got an LJ account despite promising myself I never would . I saw a lot of folks there from here and deviant and decided to give it a go. I'll probably be posting a lot of my prelim sketches there just to get feedback and such :). Visit me at: http://www.livejournal.com/users/xxbalaaxx/

Ive decided my life has had too many rollercoaster moments and im a bit queesy from all the ...excitement...yeah we will call it that for purposes of balaa not getting to be in a foul mood.

It seems everything that could POSSIBLY go wrong lately has. I recently lost my best friend, not trish. He was a good friend, I wish a million times over I had not been so stupid..I lost such a good friend because of my damn emotions and now Im afraid Ill never get his friendship back.

Next my icon here is apparantly updated for everyone but me *snorts* >_> figures.

Lesse what else...oh yes I have a few commissions yet to do and I just cant get inspired to do them. I need a swift kick in the keaster.

On a positive note as a result of the recent internet drama, which I hope to avoid as best as I can in the future...I have made some good friends whom I hope to get to know :).

Anyway for the moment ive decided to take up a new outlook on life. Ive decided to stick my tongue out at the world and just be carefree . Too much junk continues to happen and just as im crawling out of the abyss a rockslide pushes me right back in. Well Im tired of it and so I SAY I STICK MY TONGUE OUT AT CHOOOOOOO!!!! If you don't like me, so be it...Im not gonna please everyone in life and Im tired of going out of my way and being nice only to get spit on. I'll be more than happy to respect everyone if they respect me...Im easy to talk to, so if you have a problem with me..talk to me.

Anywho I just loved the way the sketchy turned out, it was just too irresistable..and usually my two minute doodles turn out to be an incoherent page of secretly coded scribbles .

*does the 'I dun care' Conga* feel free to join in anyone

(PS: how do you post a pic in your journal? >_> *clueless*)