Posted

Mar 16th 2005

Mood

Moody

Music

linking park - crawling

things not always turn out the way you expect them, sometimes for good, sometimes for bad, sometimes they just plain suck....

For instance my car, Gonz tunned it and did an amazing job, i love it but in some fucked up way it ended up being a huge mess ... that included my brother, a rude comment and me feeling bad. It plain sucks.
So what it seemed to be a good day turned out pretty bad.

On a good note i talked to my guy... he always makes me smile! said hes sending me the cds, mmm should i buy it?? though he is as realiable as my good ol car hey theres always hope right??
Sometimes i just wonder if we might actually get over the distance & our own issues and become something more than a continues flirt ... i doubt it, but well time will tell...
So yes iam a believer that life has a funny way to sort things out i just hope it would hurry itself!

I have gained a couple of kgs for overstuffing myself with cookies over the last week so i better start eating just a bit less, ewww and stupid Ric had the guts to say it!!! as if, he was cute!!! not even close!!so lame....

On another note it seems the "i do" bug is kicking in again and spreading, it seems everyone in this city needs to have a bf or get married to make some sense of themselves. Its kinda sickening ... the worst part is i can tell that some wont make it but i cant say a thing, again i get to see drama unfold.

Iam soo fed up with the car issue then worst part is the fed mood has extended to feel fed up on everything ... agh i hate it, i think vacations from myself.