Posted

Mar 4th 2005

Mood

Bitter

Music

Winds of Change (Scorpions)

Some days, you just really don't feel like anything. You should be, but it's more like... going through the motions of feeling. All this school year, I've been in a rut like this. I've begun to hate things.

Sometimes if I stay on the 'net viewing furry stuffs for too long, my head, no my existance, starts to hurt. It's hard to wade through the mountains of sub-par furry stuffs out there to really find the good ones.

I've been drawing a lot more lately. Mostly when I should be doing homework. Nothing spectacular, or even worth posting up. But... I have come back to planning Overclocked, a sort of comic I thought would be fun do do. I think... I think this emotion is angst. Forging it into the storyline for Overclocked seems weird, since the comic was originally supposed to be very lighthearted. I wish I had the confidence to actually try doing something coherent with it.
Sometimes, you just feel down for so long that everything becomes gray. I forget... what does green look like? I think it was my favorite color.