Posted

Oct 27th 2004

Mood

Depressed

I have tried this test a few years back and it is true. DOuns it back again and retook it... and I am shock at the truth once again.

Your Existing Situation
Sensitive; needs esthetic surroundings, or an
equally sensitive and understanding partner with
whom to share a warm intimacy.

POV: I have started to realise I need a partner of that sense now... and a new environmant... I am dying here~~~.

Your Stress Sources
Feels that life must yield more than it is and
that her hopes and desires must somehow be
realized--that they must be granted in their entirety.
The existing uncertainty causes considerable worry
and she is tensely on her guard against missing
any opportunity. Anxious to avoid further
setbacks, and loss of standing or prestige. Tries to make
sure that she will not be overlooked and badly
needs security.

POV: ... *sobs* *weeps* bloody HELL I need security! /T_T Of COURSE I do.... ;n;

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing
problems and difficulties and that she must make
the best of things as they are. Able to achieve
satisfaction through sexual activity. Wants to
broaden her fields of activity and insists that
her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by
the fear that she may be prevented from doing what
she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and
quiet reassurance to restore her confidence. Feels
that she is receiving less than her share and
that there is no one on whom she can rely for
sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a
certain egocentricity make her quick to take offense,
but she realizes that she has to make the best of
things as they are. Feels trapped in a
distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some
way of gaining relief. Able to achieve
satisfaction through sexual activity providing no turmoil or
emotional agitation is involved.

POV: *nods* Except the last statement...

Your Desired Objective
Suffering from the effects of those things which
are being rejected as disagreeable, and is
strongly resisting them. Just wants to be left in
peace.

POV: In a way... and many many ways...

Your Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from
achieving the things she wants drives her to the
exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may
categorically deny that any of them has any
value. This destructive denigration becomes her method
of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense
of futility.

POV: *feels even worst at the truth*

Your Actual Problem #2
Disappointment and the fear that there is no
point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety,
emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. Her
refusal to admit this leads to her adopting a
headstrong and defiant attitude.

POV: Thank you for pointing out... now I could see more problems clearer...

Fork! I am screwed.... ;_;

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