Posted

Feb 18th 2005

Mood

Sensitive

Music

Running breathless by: some garage band

I hate this. Alrighty... let me explain.

It started out as a pretty good day, cool, windy, but altogether nice. My friend and I get to talkng on the phone, and what happens? A friend goes over to her house. this is cool and all, but when she calls me back, her EBT card is missing. So no one can reach her friend, and I'm expected to just float in and what, solve everything? My friend, lets call her Ariel, just expects me to ride in and save the day. It's nice that she has that kind of faith in me, but I can't be expected to do that. My mom just had surgery not that long ago, and I need to watch over her.

Brother is on the other side of the country helping family.

dads busy working his bum off.

I'm looking for a job while staying at home so that she dosen't trip and kill herself if I'm gone. At least if she trips while I'm here then I can help her. If I'm not here and something happens, it could be very serious.

Oh. And to top everything off, my cat is sick, (Joy. I hate sick cats... I love the buggers but jeez...) I have art block, and my wrting attempts are failing.

As in, I also have writers block. All I can seem to do right, is to vent... and even that looks clumsy. Mwah.

All I need now is for my ex boyfriend to come over. Jeez.