- Posted
- Feb 18th 2005
- Mood
- Bitter
- Music
- Ice Cube - You can do it
Current mood:
Bitter
I'm back. Whoopty-fucking-do. What good is a return when you're not in the mood for a fucking thing? Why do i feel this way? I'll tell you why.
Well i'll be up front with y'all. I took longer than expected to get my video card because i needed more time to myself, and get a break from everything. As well, i had hoped to get a few pieces done for someone i've been wanting to finish them for. So said, so done, right?
Not if mother nature can help it. ¬_¬; I had a crapload of art done for various sits, and few people, and was very looking forward to posting them today. So on my way home from work, even got an early start on the transit, waiting at the bus stop. First allow me to express how much i hate my shoeslaces at this time. The goddamn things never stay tied, which ties into this scenario. I put my sketchbook down so can tie my shoe, and the instant i reach for my laces, the wind had my sketchbook.
I had to stp traffic running after some pieces that were catchable, and growl with fire in my eyes for the ones that didn't even have a chance of being caught. Along with my art, and the special pieces i did for this person, was my cheque, yus i just got paid today, and naturally it was the first thing i hd to dive for. And now that i think about it, i've also lost my copy of Rare Breed #2, signed by Romuz, and a friend. (Your work in there was awesome btw, Val.)
To sum it all up, i am quite unstable at the moment; my love to draw has been shattered, and hanging by a mere thread, and for the sake of me telling anyone where to shove it, my messengers shall remain off for the most part tonight.
So yeah. Go broken me.
Edit: Oh yeah, and i get my new place at the end of the month. w00t.
DevX Says:
Love..please..like I said on FA..please give me a way to talk to you..I've missed you so much..I don't care if you snap at me..
Yawg Says:
Owch, shit. =><=
I'm SO sorry to hear that... you got the cheque though, right?
But as far as the others... :/ Damn. I'm so sorry.
Hope you yearn to draw again, Furball... I'm lookin' forward to it!
CatgirlNinja Says:
X.x;;;; *snugs tightly* If you need someone to beat the shit out of or anything irl, just lemme know, glad to hear at least you're getting a new place soon.
Maddog3060 Says:
Don't let a terrible accident ruin your care for drawing. Now, I'm sure you'll be discouraged, and you have every right to be. Take some time and cool off, and to remember why you draw i the first place.
But don't let yourself get totally discouraged just 'cuz the wind picked up. Your gift is far too wonderful to throw away because of some petty air currents.
Good luck.
aries8269 Says:
I do agree with maddog. You shouldnt let it get to you so much to the point where you dont care bout drawing and whatnot. Your style and design are of course one of a kind and you are an excellent artist. As with any trade...there will always be setbacks. How we deal with those setbacks and how we bounce back defines who we are. Everything that happens to us is a learning experience. What other little whitty sayings can i put in here....umm...cant think of anything else
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long story short...please dont slow down or stop just cause of an accident. accidents always happen. I hope to see more drawings from ya. I always enjoy your art. As was said before....nice background ya got here on SA.
creaturecorp Says:
I seriously cringed when I read that.
Starpac Says:
....like...Wow! I've had art stolen from me & it does tear a hole in you....It took me awhile to get my "mojo" back..Don't worry it's waiting,like an old friend when you're ready to come back to it...I've been at my Job 5 years and I've had some hateful things done to me; 2 CD collections about $500 dollars in value stolen from me by one or more of my "co-workers"...I could've left,but Something in me won't let them win by me quitting...Please don't let Mother Nature win...You're REALLY GOOD...Take you're time....just don't give up...Please...
HealingBlight Says:
Nature, Blowing and sucking at the same time...
)
I would be kicking shit in the shins if something that fundamentaly fustrating were to happen to me (But I can backup, which reminds me to do so....)
So I dunno if I would give the 'hug when shitty things happens' hug, caus, I like my shins (I will if Im assured that the shins wont get kicked, or the like
blade Says:
*gives hugs'n'snugs*
Congrats on the new place
ftwneon Says:
*huggles*