Posted

Mar 14th 2011

Mood

-Aria is not here, but there is a note.-

"History repeats itself. I suppose that by coming here, I was trying to escape my own past, but once again, it has found me.

Once a murderer, always a murderer.

If you are reading this, rest assured, I am not dead. A long time ago, I promised somebody very important to me that I would never take my own life willfully, and murderer though I am, I keep my promises.

I don't deserve the release of death.

No, instead I'm going back to the beginning. Back to where it all started. I cried about what my father did to me...but in retrospect, it probably was the best thing. I cannot continue to function in society. No, I must be locked away, where I can't hurt another living being. Please don't bother trying to find me.

Thank you to all my friends, to all the people who have showed me so much kindness that I don't deserve. I will remember every single one of you and hold you dear in whatever is left of my heart. Henry...if you ever read this, you will always be my beloved father. Please do not blame this on yourself. You are possibly the most wonderful man alive, but even you can't escape the bite of time, of history. I am a lost cause.

Goodbye. Thank you for everything."