Posted

Feb 4th 2005

Liverpool can be a lonely place on a Saturday night...

...And this is only Thursday morning.

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O.k., today's our (being Rob and I) one month anniversary and I was hoping to catch him and spend time with him and well, he's not in school. I wanted to be with him today. I'm so pissed. But I feel wrong being pissed, cuz I don't know why he's not here in school. I mean, he could be sick or he couldn't make it to school, but GAH! All I want right now is to get a hug from him. I'm just spazzing. I wanna call him and see if he's home or what. But say I call him and I ask him why he's not here and he thinks that I'm being possessive? I guess I could just sound worried. I dunno. See, I could call and say "Hey, you're not in school. I wanted to see you today, seeing it's out 1 month blah blah blah." Right? That sounds good to me, and all. Am I just stressing? I'm gonna talk to Jones and see if he has anything to say. I chatted with Dr. Wilk (my writing teacher) and she said that I should call him. She's a great person. So I have the opinion of an open-minded free-sprit woman. Now I'll just getr the opinion of an open-minded free-sprit man. Then I decide if I wanna call him right now, or wait till after school.

In other new, my friend Mike is being such a bitch lately. He's always whining about my dating Rob. He actually came to me on Wednesday and said "So, when are you and Rob going to be over this thing?" I was just about ready to slap the shit out of him. He's being so childish about it. Fuck. And he keeps trying to tell me that I'm just doing this to get attention and that I'm still a lesbian just trying to be straight. He says this like he knows more about who I am then I do. I'm just starting to get really pissed off at him. I think I just need to stay away from him for a little while, let him cool down, cuz all the guy does is bitch and moan about things.

Um.. that's about it.