Guess I was a lier, ah well. I ain't fazed the least : SheezyArt

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December 2009: Guess I was a lier, ah well. I ain't fazed the least
September 2009: To write a novel for myself? The start of a possibility.; Legendary Pokemon The Essential Guide -Sinnoh Edition- Quiz; Updated, 11th grade.
August 2009: Third Journal In A Row, Ignore if you must; Under One Roof Works, random post 1; 11th grade, it doesn't suck; What I'm up to, and something else.
July 2009: My Opinion on the Kingdom Hearts 1 Ending
June 2009: Screw you IE! Hello FireFox!; Oh the irony that is I
April 2009: OC Quiz (Zero Hunter from Under One Roof); OC Quiz (Marcus Lamech from AaM)
March 2009: Cause I was bored...
February 2009: 40 things quiz thingeh.; Fuck Fiesta.
January 2009: Stupid rain... and four news; Delayed journal.; Urban Dictionary thing; Quiz thingy... 41% broken

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Deoxy Warrior: Guess I was a lier, ah well. I ain't fazed the least

Posted: Dec 4th 2009
Mood: Lazy
Music: December - Collective Soul/The Edge

To write a novel for myself? Was to blatantly lie to myself and not be true to my word.

I'm not gonna regret my words or even bother re-reading it, cause I know my own motives and my reasons. I wanted attention and yet I can't handle it, or so I'm leading myself to believe and, I'm okay with that. But I'm just tired of lying to myself, so I'll say fuck it. I'm just starting to come to grips with myself after this two month period of... Jacking Off I guess and regain what I lost, and what I feel I've lost. Irony on how its on Christmas Time, the usual time where people take a break and relax and celebrate.

But then again, I did freaking recieve a PS3 and I wasn't Truly Happy or enjoyed as I thought I would be. Even if I didn't have any games for it at the time, you'd think I would be really happy or something. But then again... I have become more aware of the stuff going on... but still...Oh, but just cause I wasn't happy doesn't mean I didn't like it. I freaking adore the device, it basically turns my television into a jukebox and movie player.
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Nevermind... I changed my mind on the first thing... if anyones interested though... I don't mind

Second thing, I'll somehow rape an animal before I even consider leaving OUR as an unfinished project. Let that be a statement concerning OUR.

Oh and, sorry for all the sorry fools watching this partly dead Sheezyart member. I appretiate it. I know you might as well just be too lazy to remove the watch or stand against it, but hey, I still appretiate it. For a guy that barely posts jack, this is a plus. So thanks.

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