- Posted
- Dec 4th 2009
- Mood
- Bitter
- Music
- Roll the Dice - Mickey Avalon
I can't seem to vent anywhere but here. My fingers are BLUE again, thanks to hair color, and I need a fucking job like nobody's business. I haven't had a job in over a year, since before I started my program.
And. Now.. I need to find work. For some reason I'm plagued with low self esteem, like my image is too insane for most of the bobble-headed blondes that work in most Hair salons. Sorry I don't go to tanning salons, and that my hair and hands are blue. But I'd like a job, without having to be awkward and plagued with social anxiety. (Which, strangely enough I've never had before.)
Paiparha Says:
That sucks. I'm in the same boat with needing a job. Either I don't get a call back or they tell me I'm too qualified. Which is a bunch of bull.
Now I'm slowly going nuts from boredom.
I really don't know what goes through these employer's minds at all.
I hope things change for you. Its crap to judge because someone's hair is blue and they don't begin their sentence with "Like, OMG!".
But bleh, you were just ranting. Sorry if you wern't looking for comments. =/
therabbitthing Says:
aw babe D:
you should never feel that way. you will find a good job where they accept you as you are and see past whatever your exterior is and like you for your talent.