Posted

Dec 3rd 2009

Mood

Relaxed

On my own failings as an RPer here in this place.

I'll make this quick cause I have to go out.

I started this account, like My video girl AI account, to fuck around and make fanarts to post here. Me and evan made more E7 accounts as time went, cause no one else really knew how to do it, and it's fun for us when we're making inside jokes no one else reading would even get.

I think when it fucked up for me is when I got pulled into the League crap and that god awful "Hameta" plot.

I'll tell you now, if I hadn't shown Meta Knight that Fanart of Miku wearing Meta Knight's mask, that shit wouldn't have happened.

Time went on, and eventually I couldn't make sense of anything that was going on. I know Meta Knight was fucking up Eureka as a character, and I wanted out.

I knew I was the only one who gave a shit, but I think I understand now. I really didn't want involved in any shit plots. I wasn't even trying to, and the fact that the comics were shoving Eureka in felt like it was making her, and by extension the person controlling her, me, part of that crap. I got frustrated over it, and ended up making it a bigger thing than it should have, worse at the at the time where everyone was in that mindset more or less.

I get now that this place isn't compatible with normal RPing. Anyone who would try to do anything serious or different would probably get hazed off, cause honestly, this place is too dumb to understand serious.

I'm not saying any of you were doing a good job being serious RPers.

We had our fights and drama, but I'm just going back to doing what I want with this thing, and not putting any investment into whatever storyline or what not people want to try doing.