Posted

Dec 3rd 2009

Mood

Dead

Music

Yoko Kanno - Yin no Piano

On a side note, I adore black.
Wearing black makes me feel lovely.
Depressing songs make me happy.
Inversion seems to dominate my lifestyle.
Mighty brilliant.

So I occupy myself talking to myself or watching Flashforward or House or some other fantastic drama to rot my days away as an antisocial prat. Or not really, I'm just descending back into an antisocial prat because I ran out of money - and running out of money means that bloody bus trip to town is not going to happen so often anymore. Those times where I walk into a cinema alone and be tortured by the most ridiculous retard who prays to God while watching 2012. Those times where I walk down to the harbour and take a seat, carefully look out if any children or prams are nearby, then light up and enjoy my beautiful Davidoff Classics.

Then of course is the ever-pressing relationship problems; women, friends, family all tangled up in a mess that I just end up making a superhuman effort just to keep my mouth shut, or set a flexible iron mask. Then end up having no sleep and tada, the internal screaming of someone bloody save me, but then I realise - I am a realist, and saving myself is the only way to go. Boohoo.

Oh, Granado Espada is simply gorgeous. Best 3D art I've seen in quite a while; it puts those WoW bloodelf pixel wankers to shame. And most other games, for that matter.