Posted

Nov 30th 2009

Mood

Frozen

I actually am alive! I survived my second field season! And by far, it was definitely the better field season out of the two :) At our Finals on the 22nd, color guard came in 2nd! James Logan beat us, but seeing as they're a world class guard and we're an open class guard, that's totally ok. SUCK THAT DRUMLINE!!! Hahaha, our percussion got 4th, so we were all pretty happy l3
Another reason that I haven't beeon on in so long is because my laptop, for some unfathomable reason, seems to hate SheezyArt :'( It usually freezes the window when I try to pull up Sheezy, so I can never get on. It's finally letting me on though! Hallelujiah! :)))
On another note, I'm getting over being sick for two weeks >8( It was mainly a really bad cold, and at one point it sort of faded away, but of course it came back worse becuase of all the hours I put into color guard, hahaha
And right now, I'm sort of overwhelmed. Yesterdday, I just felt like I was drowning in air. It hit me that winter guard is about to start up(this week, in fact) and mun is just so stressful :((( I'm sorry for complaining, but please don't tell me to quit. I already have to drop it next year(thank god), so please don't be redundant. But sometimes I'm tired of listening, of sharing, of thinking that my feelings aren't regarded by other people. But I'm gonna stop the complaining there, reseal the damm, 'cause if I dwell on that stuff for too long then the drowning feeling develops even more and I get lonely and lost and it's no bueno ANYWAY :)
I have discovered this amazing author named Frank Beddor. YOU MUST ALL GO AND READ HIS BOOKS. The Looking Glass Wars is a fabulous book; it's the first of the Looking Glass Wars trilogy. I'm asking for the next two for Christmas and also for two other books(connected with the Looking Glass Wars trilogy) by him. Seriously, if anyone out there is a fan of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, you will adore this book.
Well, I'm wrapping this all up! I was just giving you a swift update of my life, so you must all please, please tell me how your lives are going! I love you all so much! And I'm so sorry that I haven't been on that much :( I'm going to try and change that. So yeah

I'll keep treading air and I'll keep trying to find my way in the light, but don't expect it to happen all at once. If you need to say something say it now; remember, I won't be here for forever. So please, tell me how you feel now.