Posted

Nov 19th 2009

Mood

I am leaving sheezyart. forever. Goodbye.
What is the reason though? the reason is it's because I can't keep up with it and I have a lot going on right now since I'm in high school now. When I made Sheezy I was in middle school and was shy and didn't really have a lot of friends. I created Sheezy to have friends that I could relate to. It went well,but then high school hit and i got caught up in all of the action. I realized that Sheezy isn't that fun anymore and that Sheezy is not the best tool. I made a lot of friends in the real world that I can relate too and that I can hang out with too. I'm growing apart from Sheezy because I need to grow up and branch out or else I'll never get anything done. I'm going to college in less than 3 years and I need to get my act together or else I can seriously fuck up.
The other reason I used Sheezy because I was depressed in my life and I used that to escape reality. But I learned that you can't escape reality and you need to face it head on, good or bad. I'm not depressed anymore, but Sheezy will only bring back those memories of me, the old me. For those that are reading this let me get this straight; no I don't hate you but i need to move on, you know what I'm saying?. It's sad but it's for the best.
As I finish up this last journal entry, I can feel the "journal" burning up and slowly disapearing right before me. That is the sign that I'm moving on.
So I'll close this off. Find yourself. Do something that you love to do, and never back down from it because of a certain crowd that hates it. Be yourself and don't give up. Or else in the end it will all die.
That's all and I hope you have great futures ahead of you.
Goodbye...
Greta