Posted

Nov 5th 2009

Mood

Lost

Music

The Butterfly Effect - Beautiful Mine

Neh, I hate ovaries. I don't know any chick who wouldn't...hell...weeek...

I'm losing sanity.
I go from rampaging to cheerful to cursing and to laughing my ass off

What the fuck?

ANYWAYS not here to explain the phases of mood-swings.

Today was the same as usual; it was bizarre.
Perverted obviously since Tristen and Ariella are around
Cold because the weather is finally kicking in.

Some drama...worried for those people.
(No being suicidal for that person who knows what I'm talking about)

Breakup...broken bonds = pain and misery
Thoughts that eat my mind away every bit and in every way.
I feel like that stupid famous statue "The Thinker"
Something like that.

I sometimes really wish why I was sent here.
Wish I could of been something else at times before I met anyone.
However, we don't get to choose the people we know. It's all chance.
Maybe Life would be easier like that, or more difficult.
But I'm here just like anyone else.
Waiting and living till that last day comes and the Light goes out.

Sleeping sounds really nice...
I often usually escape my body and mind there.
Talking about that I'm going to soon.

Just wanted to write for some reason.
Heck not like a lot of people here read at times.

This song is so annoying...yet good.


Void to feel,
Broken the wheel.
I am the reason you feel,
The reason you feel,
The reason you feel no more.
Cage confines,
A beautiful mine.
I, the way that you feel,
The long divides,
The cold divides,
The pain divides....you.

I see you,
I see through.

Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind.
Never Mind.

Touch the taste,
The empty embrace.
I am the reason you run,
The reason you run,
The reason you run from here.
The lost design for the beautiful mine
I, the way that you feel
The long divides,
The cold divides,
The pain divides....you.

I see you,
I see through.

Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind.
Never Mind.
How will you stand if you fall down and never try,
Looking for someone you'll never be, never find.
Never find.
Never find.

(again and again and again and again and again and again)


Where will you be if you don't go,
You'll never find.
What will you see if you don't look,
Then never mind.
Never Mind.
Never Mind.
How will you stand if you fall down and never try,
Looking for someone you'll never be, never find.
Beautiful Mine.


[The Butterfly Effect - Beautiful Mine]