Posted

Oct 23rd 2009

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Went really.. O.O

ITS PRETTY OBVIOUS WE LIKE EACHOTHER. or.. i think for him. Like.. realllly think.

He was waiting under a bus stop in the cold rain before the time we were even supposed to meet. We agreed on 1 o clock but he had been there for a while apparently waiting for me !!!

We went to see the pet store and looked at kitties and fishies and then we went window shopping and wore hats cause our movie was 2 hours away. D: It was nice but since he was ESL, we had language issues. Not that bad but it gave long pauses.

The pauses weren't really awkward. It was kind of like a mutual understanding of just being happy walking with each other. We both kept smiling and it wouldn't really wipe off our faces. Whenever we brushed arms or something we would almost immediately but subtly back off. I was really aware of him and i dont know if he felt the same way.

He said he wanted to buy pop at the dollar store so i go and pat his stomach and he holds my arm there with his hands and just holds me there for a while. Then I go "How do you keep so skinny??? I always see you with FOOD."

We played air hockey. He won. BUT I WILL WIN D:< I WILL!!! He would only walk on my right side too. OvO it was comforting.

When the movie came along, he bought the popcorn. I wanted to split it but he wanted to pay. He also paid for the air hockey. O^O i felt bad but he really wanted to pay for it. D: AnYWayyy. We watched the step father. It wasn't really that scary but I acted like it but I still couldn't touch him. HES GOT THAT PRETTY PEOPLE'S BARRIER. D:

I was going to bump into him when we left but my natural behavior stopped me. WRYYYY???? We said a few things about the movie but then there was a science again. Then he said he was going to a friend's house so he didn't walk me home but we did have a moment before he left.

Tomo: "I have to go to a friend's house so I leave here."

Me: "Oh. Okay." ****LAME LAME LAME LAME LAMEE

Tomo: "Have a nice weekend" *****LAMER LAMER LAMER LAMER LAMER

He puts his arm up to wave bye but I put my arm on his subtly

Me: "Pardon?" **********LAME LAME WHYY? WHYYY????

Tomo: "Have a nice weekend " *****..... so lame

Me: "Oh." *******AHHHHH LAME


So it was really lame. But he treated my like a princess. Always saying "It's up to you." or "Whatever you want." and he even tried to pay for everything I wanted. *ie popcorn, drink, air hockey and movie. BUT THE MOVIE I GOT MY WAY AND PAIED! AHAHAHAHHAH

Yeah. It was kind of boring. Cause we really never had anything to do but one thing i'm sure of is that it was a good date. I got to know him better no doubt. We didnt really admit liking each other or did anything but I'm sure this will come later because did i mention that this wasn't really an official date cause a friend was supposed to come?

Well. Yeah. I'm going to go up to him while he's taking stuff out of his locker and go "Tomo. I like you. Do you want to go out with me?"

because with that child u gotta be blunt. He's very modest, pretty shy and well mannered. He's not going to take action. I WANT TO KNOW WHATS BEHIND THAT PERFECTION. AHHHHHH

Wish me more luck! Thank you for those that read this and wished me luck in the previous journal.





on a side note: hes coming to the school halloween dance (with me) and trick or treating with me.










What do you guys think? ILY SHEEZY