Alright, shutting down this account : SheezyArt

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November 2009: productivity at an all time low; So I may have swine flu; Take it from me, who hates j pop with murder; Typical discussions; Ok... That didn't just happen; Failed the Civil War OCT thing; I finished call of Duty MW in 4 hours; why am i listening to yankee doodle?; Because I hate you all EDIT: Fix'd; How Gallo survives University; And another thing; Varying degrees of want; All in images; Well Lisbon won; Bad parenting; SLOBs Timetrial Hollowe'en on NG
October 2009: I, too, have a Hollowe'en gift for you; AGGAmemnnon agga agga MEMNON; squirrela in my pants; Raep much?

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Galloglasses: Alright, shutting down this account

Posted: Oct 16th 2009
Mood

And my RP accounts.

And yes this has to do with my recent non-descript-because-I'm-too-much-of-a-pussy-to-articulate-what's-wrong-with-me-emo-ness.

I give up on everything fuck this. And funnily enough its not Real life or the internet causing this, I actually do feel like i'm losing my sanity sometimes. And no not the oh-look-at-me-i'm-a-dark-goff-artist-and-i'm-bi-polar-waaah shit I mean seriously fucking losing it.

And yeah, and any of the guys I try mentioning it to on my friends lists always seem to either not take it seriously or seem to bypass it and move on with the subject to which I usually just submit and tag along to, all because I don't want to cause drama. Because hey, its Gallo! He's probably making another joke that I'm just not getting. Thanks Guys.

No but seriously, there wasn't much you could do and I couldn't really explain it properly anyway, so I am not holding you guys to it.

I've lost too much of myself these past 3 years, I'm not even recognisable to what I once was like. I hate that, and I hate the bastard I've become. I curse more then I used to and thats saying something, I'm moodier and half the time I want to shout at my parents when they are probably the nicest people I've ever met.

See you guys whenever.

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"I am not ashamed of the Gospel, because it is the
power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes.."

(Romans 1:16)

"How is it that when you talk to Jesus, it's prayer, but when Jesus talks to you, its schizophrenia?"

-Quoted from Des MacHale's Jesus Jokebook

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The Everlasting Man, Part 1, Ch. 1: The Man in the Cave by G.K. Chesterton

Comments

The Red Death Says:

WTF?

Mikura the Yukionna Says:

((Git your ass back here Inquisitor >:C))

Ryel Says:

Gallo, get your backside in gear, and get back here. We can't be losing one of the few people on this site who has their head screwed on right. Or do I need to track you down and beat some sense into your sorry ass at Halloween. So what if I don't actually know where you live. I have a general idea.

Justin Frost Says:

As cliche as it sounds.

I know how ya feel.

I miss my old self...

Siccer Says:

you best not leave me hanging out here by myself

Shaun Says:

well i'm glad you made a decision, hopefully its the right one, alot of people just go downhill without realizing it, but i'm glad you had sense to see what was happening, and react.

take care man.

Catleen Says:

I wish I knew how I could help, but as you said, even you don't know how to describe it. :c I don't know how leaving sheezy would effect the outcome of how you feel, but if you think it will better you, but all means do so.

I think part of how you feel can be blamed on the fact of growing up. People start to assess where they are in life, and then compare it to people who have more (not just in physical things, but people who are better sound in their personality, and have found themselves.) If this is the case, its important to realize that you still have plenty of time to change yourself around. Just ask yourself what's stopping you from doing that now?

Anyways, I know I probably made 101 assumptions. Sorry :C *hugs*

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