- Posted
- Sep 29th 2009
- Mood
- Carefree
- Music
- Crinan Wood -Alexi Murdoch
I didn't mean to make a grand re-appearance and then leave you all again!
So wow, I have a ton to tell you, and I'm sure you all have a tone to tell me so write me really long awesome comments and I will be motivated to keep getting back on here!
My boyfriend and I recently decided to become just friends.... with benefits. BAHAHAHA.
But don't worry it's not like I'm givin him blow jobs and dating some other kid at the same time (plus I wouldn't give him blow jobs anyways cause dicks are super gross to even look at). He's just so weird and stuff. It's all good though. Now I'm "single" so back to the market I go!
I'm not too shaken or anything, we both kind of talked our way into the conversation.
Good idea x10... hopefully.
ALSO, I am so right, Cole and Dandan are TOTALLY gay. They just won't fess up.
My hair is finally back to it's original color, cheers! I dunno if I already told u that in the last entry... hmmm....
Whatevs, it's growing out long (thank god) and looks fuckin sexy.
I have a job at this little frozen yogurt store named Golden Spoon (you all probably have em to!) and I get delicious discounts plus money but I have to deal with ugly middle schoolers who think they are the shit goin out on Saturdays at 6:00! BAD ASS.
I give them small scoops. The only problem is my fingers always get super cold and my friends come in and have me make them stuff but I can barely visit with them cause I always feel watched. Cole comes in and warms up my hands.
I don't really have anyone holding me up, just my own sense of entitlement.
Also I can play the viola like a mofo.
So there is this other kid that I think is SUPER cute, and he's like... shorter than me and we're pretty much besties but I really sorta wanna go out with him.
FFFFUUUUCCCCKKKK, he will never ask me out.
How's everyone handling high school?
Tell me about boys. Let me talk about this new cutie to you!
My parents think I am SOOOO unladylike cause I cuss all the time.
The weather here is amazing, the trees are changing, and I'm taking great pride in wearing leggings and a T-shirt wwwaaaayyyyy too often!
This fall rocker chic is in style. And I think ruffles and boots or sumthin, w/e, just follow Urban Outfitters if you're curious. I'll work with the rocker chic! I think I'm gonna stay in the boundaries of London underground punk though cause that's the best kind of rocker.
Yeah, I'm sure you internet poofs are into high fashion.
Hahaha, I don't mean to insult you!
Also does anybody have any good ideas... of just... like things to make or do or work towards?
Talk to me! ASK ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE!
LEMONcube Says:
:,o
ZoloFang Says:
Well lady, about time you got your but back in 'ere. :U
Fell Larka Says:
HOLY FLYING CATS!
I missed youuuu!!!!
So much!!!
I hate how everytime I come back on Ive changed drastically, but so have you! Its a bit of a love-hate thing, really.
Funny how you said that.
That guy I told you I really liked? Well, he liked me back. He liked that we were able to talk about really deep stuff and nobody took him seriously like I did. We played video games and things together, and we were really close. To me, he was incredibly attractive.. A bit of a self-centered ass, but attractive and in his own ways had redeeming qualities.
We went out for about 3 months before things went awry! We both started to get really awkward with each other because he realized that he didnt love me the right way, APPARENTLY. He thinks of me kind of like a little sister. We talked it through though and we still get totally bombarded by guys and girls that think we're still going out because were like peanut butter and jelly at school. dohohoho, its really stupid. Im mad.
very mad about it. And a little hung up, but Im doing good!
But that aside!
Theres alot of other guys that have been asking me out, but they arent attractive at all. :/ It makes me feel very low-standard. It seems like all the guys I really like and am friends with have no intrest in me at all! One of my friends that I do though is bouncing around asking me to Homecoming and he has a girlfriend. Hes like, "OH YEAH, I HAVE SOME FRIENDS THAT WOULD LOVE TO GO WITH YOU! (really loud)My girlfriends being a jerk though. Oh yeah, homecoming! Are you going with anyone?" and then some.
High schools great, I totally love it. I have like 100% sexy party in all of my classes for sure, and the work is light and Im getting good grades! I have this art project Im doing, and Im the only freshman in Art 2 with all these juniors and a couple seniors.
Aside from that! My dads in a pretty tight bind and I havent talked to him in a year. Hes got some sort of arrest warrant, but I havent heard anything about it. Im worried, but at the same time he deserves it, and I hate that feeling alot, I feel bad.
Your life sounds great right now though!
The Golden Spoon? Damn woman, that sounds like so much more fun than our job options here.
Where did you say you lived again?
Good golly the only season we have here is summer, a small 10 degree drop out of the 100s, and then back to summer again for more fun!
dohohoho fashion!
I just wear what I wear.
To work towards? Im wondering that myself. Im just filling myself up like a bucket with movie/cinema appreciation and german classes so I can do a foreign exchange program for my sophmore or junior year.
Hopefully thats a long enough compliment for you! Im glad I can ramble about my life without sounding like a self-centered retard! -or wait, was that what I am doing?-
Zetsubou Eureka Says:
I forgot you existed. That's freaky. You were lemoncube's pair. ;-;
Totan Says:
YAYAY I MISSED YOU A TON
I just broke up with my byofriend for the 3rd time monday
stayed home with cramps
School's kayyy
My hair doesn't have red anymore, but I want to get some temporary colors like red or blue cause i'm a tard 8)
And as for cussing, I cuss every now and then just not around my parents they'd kill me
AHURRRHURRR FRIEND'S WITH BENEFITS. I think a blow job would taste bad :C
If yer hair is really sexy then I want it cause mine is like weird right now my bangs aren't right I don't have my cool sidebangs anymore 8(
AND FOR YER INFOMATION I AM OBSESSED WITH CLOTHES xD
Fashion is funn the only trend i'm following right now though is converse.
I don't wear skirts and stuff like that I wear wut I feel like.
But I still look sexy.
moodyjennI Says:
OH SHIT MAN
DERE YEW ARE ;_;
MMMAANN WE GOTTA TALKKKK
boys. boys. boys. i had so many break and mend my heart this year.
Urban Outfitters...
YOU HAVE MSN RITE D8
Fyren Says:
.... with benefits.
xD
And skinnies are sometimes fun to wear, but I only have one pair. Love me flares more
I think I have "fashion skills" or w/e, just not the kind everyone else does 
LOL xD
OMG YAY. YOU LOGGED ON.
Yay for your hair c: Lol. I got mine chopped off xD It's smexeh. LOLZ. Draw a new picture of yours.
Please? : D lol. /fail
oh my gosh xD people at my school on fridays are like "hey, so and so, i'm going to walk to sonic after school wanna come?" xD It's just like. Weird. I think it's weird. They think they're cool.
I'll talk about boys. Lol. uh.
wtf alex. you fail.
I don't.. .no. I don't like trends. Not irl. Except converse, mwah