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Aug 5th 2009

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THE SOUND OF SILENCE

I have no idea how these meme goes, so i'll just start off about where things go down shit creek. If you don't want to read a lot of drama, or if you don't need to get to know me, click away from here.

Dear Younger Louie,

Holy hell, your journey in middle school is going to be awful. In 7th grade, you're still going to be the quiet-ish kid who trys to be funny to hold onto fake friends. You will meet one or two friends you'll still be close with today, and learn a lot about life. Seeing as, well mom dies. Yeah, that part sucks. 8th grade you form friendships with people that kind of question if you're right in the head. Always going to guidance, never taking too many classes because you're sad for 'no reason'. You'll meet the regular group of friends you'll be talking with for the next few years. That is, except Frank. That guy turns out to be a dick.

SO ANYWAYS moving on. Summer going into High School, you come to terms with your ongoing depression. You see a shrink, psychologist, whatever you want to call him, named Wayne. Things don't seem that bad talking with him, that is until you get hit with a really bad bombshell that, well honestly, kills off the little bit of childhood you hold onto.

SO YOU HIT HIGH SCHOOL, WOO-HOO! You've ended up keeping and making friends over the summer, and it's weird how close you get in short time. These guys'll be there for almost everything that gets in your way. You also be totally exposed to the sex, drugs, and shit you hear kids talk about in the halls. You first think 'OH GOD EWW', but in due time little me, in due time. 'Cept the drugs and booze part, you'll never touch that shit.

So a lot of other parts to explain, but let me just summerize women for you. Yeah, about the time i'm writing this to you you're still having your first girlfriend and everythings superwonderful.

You'll go through about 6 more people, one of which being a guy.
Yes you become bisexual. And lose most of your religious faith. Get over it.

SO ANYWHO, there will be one girl who stands out of them all. The one, while sharing a close resemblance to your name, will also seem like the perfect match for you. That is, until you fuck up, and break the glass that hid all the shitty secrets from you. You become broken down, and realize that you truly loved another girl who you've been hurting this whole time. You make some mistakes, take a fuckload of risks, but you make it out okay. You get with the girl who you want to be with forever, and hopefully this time there's no clouded vision. You both go through crazy shit together, but all in all you make it, making the passion and love stronger than before. You still have other things to work out, but I'm actually still working on that, so I can't say much.

All in all, you make a big difference in a lot of lives. Truth be told, you may have even saved a few. Dramatic, I know, but it could be true. Who the fuck knows. Some people hate you, but they're douches, so you'll get over it. You'll also be the middleman, making somewhat friends with a lot of various people, for safety reasons, of course.

SO HOLY HELL, GOOD FUCKING LUCK, YOU'RE GOING TO NEED IT.

Love, Older you

PS: Don't walk down to the convenience store. It doesn't work out just yet.

You'll know what I mean.




Well now I honestly feel really weird letting all of that out in the open.

Oh well.
HOPE NO ONE HATED READING THIS. SORRY IF I OFFEND THE ONES IM TALKING ABOUT IN HERE.