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R aKu kY o: Oh lol my first rant and about you know who

  R aKu kY o: Oh lol my first rant and about you know who
Posted
Aug 4th 2009
Mood
Angry

Yeah i am kind of pissed how easily it is getting others to dewatch this account
It's really taking the fun out of being on sheezy.

but thats not why im ranting.

Oh no. For once, I am gonna rant about Kase, about me, and about people I used to know on SA when I was on here a long time ago.



First off, Kase.

Yeah, sure. Kase was a great friend and all, but really. How can you keep someone like him? He's a fuckin wuss.
Though, he is changing, and he's gettin stronger physically and mentally. damn sure emotionally seeing I cant tease him anymore.
but he used to complain. WAH WAH WAH I dont CARE shut up already!
and yet i feel weird now he doesnt anymore.

This is to people I used to know:
Speaking of Kase, I'd love to point out a user who is an attention seeker, and definately has to be one of the worst friends anyone could have. That would be DarkS/Advance/Shawn.
It was your fucking problem that Kase was whinin in the first place.

Look, he's avioding you, but is still talking to catlyn. You appearently make catlyn happy by talking to her as you ALSO Kicked her ass to the curb as you did to Kase.
So why dont you accept Kase back, as he would mostlikely accept you? Hell, I bet my ass he would accept anyone of you pussies back. Why?

He forgives. He's really done nothing wrong. He always needed help. Now, he's standing on one leg and using his shitty surroundings to his advantage in anyway to continue to stand. I bet if everyone gave him one more chance, like the millions he gave me, everyone would see something different.

Why am I doing this? He's got rejected from school today. That boy has done nothing wrong, and a stupid mistake he's done 5 years ago is still haunting him TODAY.
He's hiding it, but he's told me. Because he still wants to be my friend- I keep shoving him away. He needs someone.
and what I find so bad about it is, he keeps telling me, he wishes he had his 2 greatest friends back.

now about me. Im fucking angry. at all on sheezy. Everyones so fucking blind to everything.
I hope I get banned for all this, 'but im going out with a bang' as Kase put it.
I hate myself for who I am. I hate that I am so mean to others. Its been im my blood and family for too fucking long.
and that same person Im paying my dues for right now, is the same person who tried to take it all away.

I wish this all wasnt online so I could actually show im more bite than bark damn it.
but I cant get my way.

Excuse the cussing. HAHA PSYCHE

Edit:

FUCK YOU WORLD
cant wait to get banned


ILL SEE IF I AM TOMORROW
oh yeah
and fuck you shawn
or Advance
or whatever the hell you like to be called.

Lastly, dont tell everyone your stupid ass stories to other stupid ass idtiots who are dumb enough to listen and severely put down others.

Thats how you roll, bitch, and I know it.
 

Comments

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113420 Says:

WHY ARE THESE JOURNALS FILLING ME WITH CYNICISM.
MAKE IT STOP, DAMMIT. MAKE IT STOP!

R aKu kY o Says:

holy shit i need to stop cussing.
makes me look like im a fucking kid