Posted

Jul 11th 2009

Mood

Squiggly

*waves* I rarely use this god forsaken site anymore, but I figured that I'd make a journal.

I recently got a new computer. It runs very well. built it for me and I'm very happy that he did. This new computer runs Second Life wonderfully so I can DJ and build things without having to worry about crashing seven times in one hour. For those of you who I used to talk to on MSN a lot, I stopped using MSN for the most part. If you want to get a hold of me I'm usually always on Skype. Username is lora-chan so go ahead and add me if you'd like.

As far drawing, I rarely even do that anymore. No real urge to I suppose. I've just been spending all my creative attempts on Second Life, happily DJing the sounds of the 80s as a raccoon furry and building things for myself, Kuceman, and others. I wander around a few websites still, such as Facebook and Youtube, but I've tended to stay far far away from this one for many reasons. Now onto the real reason of this journal.

This site used to be a haven for me. A place to make friends and create art. It has been a long time since I've had any good things happen to me here so I've avoided it like a plague. So many old friends that just refuse to speak to me for stupid reasons or sometimes no reason at all. And people who seek to cause misery for others to make themselves feel and look like funny and cool people.

Five years that I've been on this site. I'll admit that I'll miss many of the good memories I've made on this site; friendships, loves, art, and music. However, it's been reduced to being shunned, broken-hearted, humiliated, and avoided. I'm just done I suppose. That chapter of my internet life has closed. I'm glad it happened though because it has shaped me into the person I am today. So, I thank you for the memories and the experiences that made me who I am now. Goodbye Sheezy. *waves again and walks off*