Posted

Jun 27th 2009

Mood

Depressed

So, everyone has them, right? The dream where you're falling off the cliff and your jump awake, seconds before hitting the ground thinking 'GOD I HATE THAT DREAM!' Well...what happens if you don't wake up? Like me for example. I hit thatground every damned time. It hurts, and I'm bleeding with horrably injuries, but I don't die. I lie there thinking 'DAMN THAT HURT!!!!!! WHY'D I JUMP AGAIN?!' and I just lie there bleeding, no one comes to rescue me or save me. I'm alone. Or how about this one: I get sick with a disease no one knows of and they can't cure me and so they ask me the one thing I want and I say the name of this guy who means alot to me because he saved my life before and he comes and spends my last months with me. Now during this entire dream I'm watching it, like I'm outside of my body, but here's my thing. I die. In his arms, he's holding me and rocking me singing softly and there I die. Isn't it bad to see yourself die in a dream? Like seriously? And after I die the dream goes on to the after math and what happens and I wake up crying...what's wrong with me?