- Posted
- Jan 24th 2005
- Mood
- Upset
- Music
- Midtown "save the world lose the girl"
Hi
Sorry if I havent uploaded any new coloured picture recently...I really havent been in the mood anymore, I find I hate every picture I put to paper...and when I colour it my attention to it is minimal...so I give it up.
Things are just not going my way at the moment at all...everything is irritating me or making me angrey...
I am really not enjoying myself now...I don't know whats happening, I cant help feeling like this as I don't know what it is that is making me like this...
I am scared that I will lose the only one person I have ever truly cared & loved for...
im scared because I think if I stay the way I am now she will get sick of me...
But i cant help thinking if its all part of the problem.
Sometimes I feel like I just dont want all of this anymore...just to get out of it all...but I could never do that and i wont do that.
I need Amy with me...I couldnt manage without her by my side, she is what keeps me going, my rock...the one to give me that extra push.
But most of all she makes me feel like the happiest guy on earth...
But recently this has been withering...
I just want to be happy again, not upset or angrey all the time because of some stupid little mood that has got out of hand...
Please dont blame me for trying to find a friendship in someone else...I find it hard enough to find friends as it is...
I guess I just want respect...like someone out there really gives a damn...
Please just understand...and make me happy again Amy x x x x x
My love x x x x forever-eternity
Please visit VVVV
< my Amy.
Thank you too all my watchers here on sheezy for the support and comments ^^
I am slowly working on new art...but at the moment that is not the top of my to do lists.
vemy Says:
I know how you are feeling hon... to be honest for the past month or so Ive been feeling the same thing... I get upset or pissed about the smallest thing, I keep thinking Im going to lose Aaron over it, because I hate myself when I get like that...
I keep thinking that no one cares about my anymore... that I have lost all my friends, since no one really talks to my anymore.
Hon, Amy loves you, I think more then you know. From and outsider looking in you guys have a relationship to be envys of. I know I am. =3 you are probably stressed, and you need an outlight.. its sometimes scary to lean completely on your partner.. but be careful you dont push her away...just sit down and talk to her... tell her what is angrying you... or making you upset... :] cry on her shoulder... just tell her how you feel, even if it upsets her, I am more then sure she wants to know whats going on with you *hugs softly* so thats the best thing you can do.
Im always here to talk if you need to, hon. Always remember that.
Mikoo Says:
.Everyones relationship seems to be like this at the moment..You are not alone!.
Starpac Says:
I want to make a different route,
And with Your Love by my side,
I'd have a better Attitude..
I know that 1 & 1 makes 2,
And that's what I want us to be,
I really would appreciate it,
If you could help me find the Other ME.
The OTHER ME would rather be the Glad One,
The Other Me would rather play the fool,
I want to be the kind of Me,
who doesn't let you down as a rule.. We've All been there,My friend...The difference Is you have a loving & devoted Girlfriend,who is there for you no matter what..
I've lost a Truly wonderful Woman in my life by filling my self with so much self-doubt that I became repulsive to her....Do go THERE! Have faith In yourself & her and this'll blow over before you know it...If it doesn't seek counseling...I wish I had in time...
Mikau Says:
I know that feeling. I hope you feel better in the future. After all, you have our support, love and respect, and we all love your art, as much as you enjoy the positive critique we give you.
What erally sucks about me, however, is the fact that I'm lonely, and in need of a girlfriend to call my own, to love and to hold in my arms... but that can only be a dream to which I will never achieve. *sigh*
missykitty Says:
Hope your ok hunny.