Posted

Apr 11th 2009

Mood

Depressed

Music

I dont know

Oh my... how to explain everything...

This sucks alot... i feel like shit simply put. I feel as if i had back in 2006 again. I felt so bad and so shitty about life it was unbearable. Thats how i feel now, and its sucking pretty badly. I dont know how to deal with this... my art is going downhill graphicwise, and im just in horrible moods. I wish i was elsewhere but here atm...
I dont know why my self esteem is so gawdawful. Im in just such deep depression its horrible. I dont know what to do now... I have noone at all. Its all like in 2006, and eventually i might find me someplace where i should not be.
I dont know whats going on... i hate myself, my art, and life. I dont even know why im still here.....

Allen