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Nukude: Couples

  Nukude: Couples
Posted
Mar 2nd 2009
Mood
Lonely
Music
Loneliness -Naruto Shippuden
Description for my latest submission "Couples" cuz I didn't really feel like saying all this on there. And other reasons.

They make me sad and lonely. Meh. Needed to get this out. Not like it really helped much this time but eh. Sometimes I really hate love and seeing couples.

I know a lot of couples, they're a lot of my close friends, both the girlfriends and boyfriends. But they make me sad. And course I don't tell them this. Meh.

It doesn't help that I'm horribly picky. And I just don't get crushes. Thinking about it now, how did I actually fall for the guys I've been with. How locked up my heart is, I've only been with 4 guys, technically 3 since the first didn't like me back. Can't even call him an ex.

I guess I'm complicated. and picky. and really not worth it. and I'd totally get killed by my friends for saying that last bit~

Well, my friend's girlfriend is trying to help hook me up with someone but, being the way that I am... eh... people tell me to loosen up and stuff but, I just, can't click out of the blue. It'd be a miracle if I even have that "love at first sight" but that's a miracle in itself, so that's even a lower chance. Just guh.

Eh, I complain too much, pay me no mind.

P.S. I liked it when journals were actually private to just watchers/friends. Anyone can now look into the currently commented journal as well as the most popular journals... what fun.
 

Comments

  Comments

Tsuki no Tenshi Says:

I'm sorry. ' Meh, I guess my entries haven't helped anything.

But, I don't think it's right for anyone to pressure you to get into a relationship with anyone if you don't feel ready. :( And yes, this friend will say that last bit about yourself is not true.

Again, sorry. ._.

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astarinthemaking Says:

Its alright, you'll find love sooner or later! I promise, and screw about what people say about you and stuff like that, you wanna be in a relationship with someone who deserves you... You sound like a lovely person, and I may not know you, but I'll share my love with you^^ I'm not a mean person!
SPREAD THE LOVE! *like butter*

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Candy Ninja Soubi Says:

I know how you feel. I'm a very picky person, too, and sometimes it just seems like you'll never find anyone. :(

I dunno...try and think positively. /lame advice

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Kyriod Says:

Candy Ninja has a point, positively thinking can help greatly. If you're feeling down and droopy you're not gonna notice the good things in life as well as you would with a positive attitude.

And well, finding the person of your dreams whether you're picky or not, is always going to be difficult. And sometimes time can drag on annoyingly till something happens, but I'm sure that in time a guy like you will find the right guy. ^^ -pats-

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Rieal Dragonsbane Says:

I used to get upset with all the couples around too. I think recently, I've changed my thought pattern though.

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Henata Huga Says:

Dont feel bad cuzz I feel the same. Only for me I am doing what my sis calls playing the feild and flirting while waiting for some one to notice me. I have two or three crushes but as soon as I admitted them, one of my close friends began dating one guy, a closer friend another guy, and the last guy I am hopeless with. I havent had a bf in over a year and I have only had 3 total bfs. I know how you feel and if you ever need to complain or something come to me, I promise I am a good listener! My few friends at school always come to me bcuz of this. Even some times kids I dont know that well. Some times thats even how I make friends! lol
Dont get too upset. Just pretend others arent good enough and make fun of them in your mind. Its actually quite fun after a lil while and you feel lots better. Your favorite desserts can help too. Hope I helped! And good luck!

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Prismind Says:

I know you can't just click it. Just give it time. You'll click it when you find the right person

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Pong lock Says:

Try to keep your head up high Nuku. Time is the essence to gaining everything, you just need to be patient.. no matter how painful it seem's at times.

You'll know when it comes, you just need to follow your heart.

And believe me, you've been told many times I would of thought by all of your friends, you are worth it, you're a good guy, you know this. The time will come.

Take your time... dont live too fast~

Me, along with all you're other friends will always be here to pick you back up. Remember that~