Posted

Feb 2nd 2009

Mood

Empty

Music

Nightwish

This past week was the worse thing eve...

So I received a call Friday, January 23rd about my dad needing to go into the hospital on that Monday following. I pretty much did not enjoy my weekend that time either. Then, all last week, I was stressed, overworked, tired, emotionally unstable. Then this weekend hit, and I found myself being quiet and staying/avoiding people. I was cranky, tired, hungry, depressed, exhausted, everything! Then, on saturday I get really pissed at my boyfriend, to which we have not spoken to each other since. I cried myself to sleep, feeling horrible about a small little fight. Now I am worried sick, he has not texted me back after I sent him a long apologetic text message. I wanted to tell him face to face, but when I had that opportunity, I found myself crying, so I did not want to speak. I lost my chance...we should not have to break up over me being emotional unstable and everything hitting me at once. I was having a bad week, and the weekend did not help at all. Now I cannot even find myself the energy to draw or anything. I just want to curl up and restart last week all over again, make what I did wrong, right. God why can life be unfair?!

-cries-


As for commissions

I'm not getting anything. I was hoping I would, but I find myself doing requests than commissions. I wish I was getting money. I really need some desperately. If you wish to commissions me, NOTE me... seriously, any small commission would be appreciated. I would love you for ever.... :3 I need to money to help my bank account, and to help pay for school and gas and other stuff. Please, help me out with a small commission. I will do pretty much anything. I already have one, but that one will be a LONG time. It's an on-going project. Ugh! :<