- Posted
- Jan 16th 2009
So this week has sucked alot of ass...
Cried from work again, didnt make it out of the building this time. I wanted throw the drive through headset at one of the teamleaders. She is a bitch and NOT a boss! I can handle a rule nazi, cause their doing their job. ugh. I ended up cying to my assistant manager cause he is awesome and understands me. We talked and he helped me feels much better.
Then the next day I stayed for an extra damn hour at work....on the fryers which I loath. I was not a happy child.
Then been having some of my friends tell me to dump Mike which I have no plans on doing. I hate that they say im settling when I dont feel that way at all.
My grandma is mad at me for uow messy my room is and doesnt understand how it can be that way when I am not home and wonders why I dont stay home. One, its just clothes and my desk is coverednin papers thats it. Two, Im a people person. I love being around people who make me feel loved and wanted. So I go hang out with either Mike or my friend Deidre and her friends cause its fun and I dont get lonely. I notice I sleep better with someone next to me. ugh...anyway.
Also had to do a payday loan which has now fucked my credit. I hate growing up....so very much. I dont even live on my own yet.
okay.....now the good.
I got and own paint tool sai, which means I will be posting art again!
Uh, Im smart and plan ahead. Got things off my chest.
Finally got two days off together.
Okay, may not be having alot of good things happening but Im keeping my chin up.
Also, Im back on Gaia again; Username: Snow
Now this took waaaaaay to long to type cause im using Mikes ipod touch cause he is on my lappy playing left 4 dead at the moment.
Nai bu Says:
I hope things get better soon hun. Maybe if you have some time with nothing to do on the 30th or 31st of this month we could hang out? I'm flying up on the 29th and leaving on the 1st. I'd be able to give you major hugs to feel better. Oh, and those people who are saying leave Mike, ptooey on them. Its your life and if you love him as much as you seem to, then they have no right to tell you to do something you dont want to. I wish you and Mike all the best. :)