Posted

Dec 26th 2008

Mood

Apologetic

Music

Yoshida Takurou - Jun

Well, once again poastin' a journal after another long absence. Life really has a way of springing shit on you when you really don't need it.

I'm mostly alright, heartbroken, but I'm okay. I think.

Last month the love of my life told me he didn't love me.
Ever since my world's been spiraling into chaos, and he's been more and more of a douche to me. He said he still wanted to be friends, but... you don't do the kind of shit he did to me, especially not to friends.

Oh well. What can I do?
I just wish for a final goodbye, face to face, or at least over the phone, I suppose. I probably won't get that, though.

In more less depressing news, and more along the lines of "beat your head against a wall", I've had to clean install windows vista on my laptop. After that last windows update, it was acting really weird and it rendered my laptop unusable. >: I could just barely get the damn install CD to run.

At least it's working okay now, but I do wish I could have spoken to an American on Dell's technical support. ;___; I'm not very good at understanding accents. The poor guy, I admire him for being so patient with my asking him to repeat himself.

Anyhoo,
I'm sorry for the severe lack of updates, I've been whoring myself over at furaffinity.net, and I really like the reception over there. >__> most of my naughty stuff's over there too, so if you have an account and would like to see how I draw nakedness, hop on over to
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/hawkmcblade/

XP And there is where I will end my shameless self plug.

It looks like Sheezy got a facelift, but it feels really empty here. I hope all of you have been keeping it together, at least.

More mountain of updates needs gone through, I'll try and look at everything and comment when I can. x3 until later though,

Hope you had a great Christmas!

~Hawk