Posted

Dec 19th 2008

captain's log

day 12 of perma-comment-for-forever-like-say-ban

red. yellow. blue. orange. that barfy green. sometimes i try to remember what colors used to look like. all i see are grays now. and the shades keep diminishing to smaller and smaller numbers. like when your computer is in safe mode. everything that once had beauty is reduced to an ugly muck.

i'm confused, lost, i don't know which way is up and down. i can barely even read my own writing anymore. it's beginning to remind me of the message that came with my permanent comment ban. the garbled grammar. the taint of naiveness. the absolute lack of a point. the 9 months late they were in it having any immediate effect.

but no sense in dwelling on the past. it's time to focus on the future, as if there were one left for me that wasn't bleak and meaningless. shall i be wrapped in this eternal torture forever? will this mortal coil last me until the next front page redesign? these questions remain unanswered, and they torment me to no end...















sincerly,
get fucked