Posted

Dec 19th 2008

Mood

Nervous

Music

Dont Cry Out ~ Shiny Ty Gun

omg i feel like such a terrible person. i dont know if what i have done is really a good thing or not.

you see i made a new friend this guy around a week ago. And when he moved here i interduced him to my friend. Well as soon as he found out that she was single he began to hit on her. I was fine with that because she a nice person and i told her that she should go on a date with him or something and she said maybe. This guy is an awesome guy fun to hang with but not good to keep for a long time. Its the sad truth. Hes an alcoholic and smokes. ewww. anyways yesterday she ditched us to hang with him. and so fare she has know this guy for one week total and this was her third time hanging out with him. well she called us and told me that she was sleeping over at his house. i didnt like it but its her life im not going to tell here what to do. well to night she calls me and it turns out her and this guy did everything that isnt sex. i was in shock because my friend the girl has never done more then kissing. So i know that he will end up hurting her and she will be attached because of this.

GRRRR so you see where i feel like i have done something really bad. i have ruined my friends life in some way. *hits head* and the worst part is deep in side im getting some sick enjoyment knowing that this is going to happen and her purity is getting ruined by a guy she barely knows, that i interduced her to and shes a stubborn person and wont listen when us her friends will tell her the bad things.

I really wish i could just stop this and make it never happen. but my darker side is laughing at her stupidy for falling for a guy so easily.

well thanks for listening to my rant. man this really sucks. Im horrible.
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