Posted

Dec 19th 2008

Mood

Annoyed

So, I am already being pressured into deciding whether I am going to Otakon or not. Why am I being pressured? It's getting annoying.

Why am I deciding?

Well, Last year was not the greatest year for me to go. I went one day, was by myself most of the time, and I was cranky. I even did errands for my friends, which he gave me a list and I went and did it... bought it all with my money. ugh.

I want it to be different....fun! I feel like this coming Otakon is gonna be just like last years. Maybe worse. I don't have any friends to really spend the whole day doing activities with. I don't have the friends where we all go back to the room and watch anime/draw/cosplay randomly. I mean I do have the friends, but they are probably not gonna go.

I am just deciding whether it is worth the trip to go down for three days by myself. Unless things change in the next 7 months, that's how it's coming out to be.

Advice? Help? Something? :<