Still Crying from the Memories.....(Now my worst day) : SheezyArt

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sirfrog: Still Crying from the Memories.....(Now my worst day)

Posted: Nov 2nd 2008
Mood: Tearful
Music: ..........

Moods:

Cold/

Melancholy/

Sympathetic/

Gloomy/

Sad/Sorry...The list goes on like this for a while...

Man I'm having a horrible night, I mean it a really bad night, Every hour or so I start crying, and I never cry never. And why? Well for starters my friend :icondoctorwhoandk-9:'s dad passed away today, And as I read her account of what happened I started getting flash-back, First when she said how old her dad was-58- which was how old my father was when he...and just everything. Things that I've tried to block out for the last 3, nearly 4, years. The thoughts going through my mind as the ambulence came down the street on that cold January night, the last thing I talked to him about the night before, how I was trying to tell myself that it was all just a dream, that none of it was real, that I would wake up and find him sleeping in his chair as usual, waiting to talk to me before I left. And how stupid I was the day before. I'm crying as I type this..I still hate being in the living room(which is where I am right now) because it's where he died.....I still can't believe that it happened to me...Well I know no one actually cares, so I'll stop typing and just go finish crying.....

Maybe I'll be on later..

-Lilly

My Playlist!(which shows my horrible taste in music X3):http://view.playlist.com/5206931467/standalone

Comments

Divine Viewtiful Says:

im really sorry from what i just heard , and its okay to cry , theres no need to not show it .
were born with emotions and we need to let it out sometime , you cant just keep them to yourself , i had to go through with that as well .
but its alright , i've been through alot of those sadly ..
but take your time recovering, you need to rest .

Shataara Says:

awww. i feel your pain. you see when i was born my father left me and my mother without saying a word. and my family is very sick and i just wish this would all go away. i have alot of pain in my heart so if you want to talk to me, it will help get rid of the pain. well kinda. anyway im hear to help you if you want to talk just talk ok. im srry for you i really am. and i hope you stop crying.

moodyjennI Says:

I'm sorry.

Pakkun7765 Says:

*holds you close and cry's with you*

IMPURE soul Says:

"Well I know no one actually cares, so I'll stop typing and just go finish crying....."
Don't you know that we all care about you? SAying stuff like that probably just makes it worse for you o.O Well...talking about it always helps and judging by the comments already on here there are a lot of people willing to comfort you

Kuroyo Says:

I'm sorry, it's okey to cry, just let it out. I'm always here for you. ~

stonerosamundo Says:

i can't really say anything that no one else has said, but know that i'm here for you and you can come to me just to talk or whatever *hug*

Heiges Says:

How can you say no-one cares Sir? Try looking at your friends/watches things, as well as all the comments you get.

I hope you and your friend feel better. Remember but dont greive the past, enjoy the present and dont fear the future.

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