Posted

Nov 1st 2008

Mood

Dead

October 1st 2005-October 31st 2008





Today I was woken up to my mothers hysterical crying and somehow I knew why I felt a huge gaping hole in me. Gaia was hit by a ruthless driver on Route 41 today around 2 in the afternoon. Instant blow to the head. In my jammies, Kyle and I jumped in the car and drove all the way to NW Indy. At the time I arrived, both my dad and brother were digging a grave for her. I have never felt so heartbroken. It's unfair to have such a tradgedy hit her...she trusted every human being; behaved like a couple month old hyper puppy and she was so attached to my 5 year old brother. I miss her so fucking much. She was my baby. I was there only a few days ago, playing with her and taking her in car rides to the store and what not. I never saw my Father cry so hard, nor my mom look so detached. She was our heart and I wish we could have her back.

Tonight as I sat in the car driving back home, Kyle & I both saw a blue comet/star shoot by out of nowhere.

Passing PuppyLand I had a feeling to stop, so we did. They had just gotten a german shepherd puppy in that day and playing with her this evening really brought out a smile in me. She helped me heal a bit and I know that if I buy her this weekend, she can heal my heartbroken family.

I'm celebrating the memory of my dog today. Not Halloween.