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Kirito: I hate feeling miserable

Posted: Jan 16th 2005
Mood: Dead
Music: icaross-pierrot

so I just returned to Fanart central not been there for ages and there's a comment on my page about some1 not stealing my art but basically stealing/copying the whole idea behind this 1 FMA gag comic strip I have. For some reason that pisses me off o__o I don't aprrove of ppl stealing my humour ideas. What they've done is as good as stealing the image. Because the pic is all about the joke. good job I don't know who they are or i'd flame their ass to hell.

hmm all of a sudden I just feel depressed again -____- I really hate that feeling.

Whats it called when depression comes back evry once in a while? I think i've got that ><

don't feel like talking to anyone or drawing or anything. Eating sleeping nothing. Have had nothing to eat today and hardly anything yesterday. Most likely will have little tomorrow. I forget to eat ya know. I never get hungry. Its annoying sometimes.

fucking photoshop this computer pisses me off I swear i'm gonna throw it out the window one day. I can never do anything on it stupid piece of fuck.

evry1s goin on about the whole adult art thing but I just don't care at the moment. Sometimes I feel like stopping drawing and evrythin altogether. Be who every1 wants me to be the smart popular girly person
......WHY DO PPL ALWAYS WANNA CHANGE ME? Make me into somebody else. Some false person just to make themselves look good. Just so they wont be embarassed. Just so they can say they don't have a pathetic weird interests failure. Every day I feel like i'm not meant to be here.....
that doesn't mean i'm thinking of suicide.

Comments

dracanta Says:

you might have mood swings or be bipolar, or you are one of depression's fave target

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Black Rose Says:

Don't worry about it. I go through the same thing. It'll go away in a while. =) Hope you feel better though

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Azelyn Says:

Kiri, Cheer up. There is no point in being depressed and throwing all your productivity and such out the window. Whenever I feel like shit. I do whatever I love to do most. And Yes, if I dont -want- to do it. I force myself to. Don't be so Weak. Buck up. Genki genki!

KukiChan Says:

I know what it feels liek to have a consept stolen and there's nothing you can do about it. You look for help by the people who said they'd protect your artwork but it seems they have forgotten waht they promised. People like that make me not wanna post my art at all.

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