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hellpuppy: have you ever

Posted: Oct 13th 2008

been so extremely self aware, nay, world aware, that you can feel your own skin? If someone asked you what it felt like to have skin, you probably wouldn't have a clear answer, would you, because it's such a normal, mundane thing you don't even feel it anymore. But right now I can feel my skin, and it's tight and twitchy and it feels like a heavy sheet over my everything. I can feel every movement and position of my ears and nose and scalp and everywhere. It feels.. strange...

Have you ever seen a molecule? Just looked around the room and saw one or a trillion or something? If you look closely you can see them all over the place, gangbanging each other n shit. Or fuck, maybe they're really germs, covering the world. How many in a quadrillion do you think are deadly?

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I'm in a strange mood... detatched I guess, but heightened-sense-feelin'? and just... anxious...

Oh well... wanted to get my observations down before the feeling possibly fades and I forget about it...

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Comments

Devia Luna Says:

Ugh, I hate those feelings... Completely forgot about 'em until you described them...

I get really freaked out by seeing all the molecules of something. Like, panic attack freaked out.

Lark Pash Says:

You and I see the world in such similar perspectives it is quite frightening.

jaundra Says:

Scary in some ways! i do not know what to say!...

ZeeHusky Says:

For the past year or so I've felt like something big is around the corner. I cant place if its positive or negative, but I just want it to happen sometimes. I get these strange urges to watch the sky, to just look around and not just see, but feel the world. For me it's something positive, I enjoy feeling even the slightest breeze from someone walking past, the six tiny feet of the fly on my arm, even the way sound feels. I've been having too many odd experiences and coincidences lately, what freaks me out most are those dreams that last a whole second, but then you see the exact thing a day or a week later and its the worst deja vu ever.

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