Posted

Sep 15th 2008

Mood

Angry

okay it's like this my younger brother have always been a spoiled brat, for start he has CF that means he have to eat right and so on but he wont eat vegetables even tough it's very important for him. Every time I (it's often me who tell him cause I think mum given up on it) tell him to eat it he gets mad and screams at me our he wont eat at all.
A few days ago he told me he wanted to try a recipe for fish (I don't like fish that much but I eat it) and told me I had to eat it and then I said “well if you eat something with vegetables I make” and he just looked at me and then mum asked what the recipe was and he said while staring at me “well I can't make it cause she wont eat it” what the fuck, I told him I would eat if he ate some vegetables.
He can't go a day without complaining about something like (and this really makes me mad) when I bought a laptop we got wireless Internet but that didn't work on our old computer so we tried to fix it but with no luck so you know what mum did, she went and bought my brother his own laptop with her own money and that ungrateful little bastard started to complain about it just a few days later cause the games he played on it ran a little slow and he still keeps complaining about it whenever something isn't working like a supercomputer.
He complains about everything and is not nice to me our mum even tough we try our best.
Mum has had a hard time and me to but he doesn't care it's all about him.
And now for what made me do this journal from the start, he made mum cry today, FUCKING CRY. I don't really now what it was about cause I was in my room but when I went out in the living room I heard mum say while she was crying “I'm going out cause all I get is crap from you” and I didn't know what to do cause (and this is true) I have only seen my mum cry 2 times in my life this making the third so I just sat on the sofa and started to look at a magazine, I looked at the same page for half an hour and then I started to cry, I'm still crying.
I'm used to him making me cry but not mum. I don't know how much longer I can take him being like this, what would you guys do?