Posted

Sep 12th 2008

Mood

Depressed

Music

Storm Coming- Gnarls Barkley

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Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh Laurel wants her Blackjack. -impatience- :[ I'm tired of using mommy's phone, its chunky and awkward and stupid.

I have yet to get to school on time. Or turn much of anything in. Or do much of anything productive at all. c:

It's looking unlikely that I'll be able to switch out of Honors English. Yay for doomed grades.

I'm thoroughly sick of having only one class with my best friend. :'<

Mr. Reese is a jerk. I really mean it.

I think imma go to college somewhere in California. Just a little one to get my core classes out of the way. And maybe take some art classes for the first time since eighth grade. Lord knows I need some. :]


I

want

to draw.

Nothing's really coming out.

How painfully familiar. :<


















I feel kinda numb lately.


















And claustrophobic.

All the walls keep closing in.

Choking me.

Paralyzing me.

Drowning me.

Eating me away from the inside out and the outside in.

Nothing left.

Just empty.

So tired.






I just want to breathe.





please.























I really wanna get a tablet. Probably for Christmas. I'm sick of being confined to traditional. I'm too OCD for that. Suggestions?




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The clouds here have been breathtaking.

I'm so looking forward to that hurricane.