Posted

Sep 2nd 2008

Mood

Confident

Music

Papa Roach - Tyranny of Normality

According to the title, time did tell a lot of things to everyone here, starting from the fact I abandoned sheezy for a good couple of months, doesn't time just FLY? here I am, about 8 days close to my birthday, and remembering all the things from before, trying to forget but to no avail, so all I'm doing is to live my life normally and to the best possible like I should of done always.

See, after a lot of thinking I realized my problem in life was not a mental disorder of feelings or whatever that crap gets involved in, but it was just me caring too much at the wrong time, and I'd get weakened from that kind of thing, so much I couldn't tolerate a few things and even bid a few friends adieu.

But hey, don't mind all that dramatic stuff, I'm not like others would think, and those who ever wished me a bad future won't ever achieve seeing or getting ME close to living a bad time, I'd rather wish them good luck in finding happiness out of making others miserable than to learn how to live well themselves, as we know, true love for things starts with the love of our own :).

On school and studies like issues... I finally graduated from high school a few weeks ago, started on a new trend of facial hair (watch the webcam picture to see what I mean, it's a goatee.), also, the inspiration on musical pieces have not been let's say the best of the world but I do always achieve something decent, I'm happy that I do have gotten some attention about all that and even some google results might I add. About career or aspiration, I am trying to take up laws or telematics (I don't know if that's the correct word for the handling of devices through computer ways, so sorry.)

Soon after my birthday, I'll be moving to the USA for permanent residence, so I have to take advantage as much as I can from staying here, I had thought of a job but the time is already not enough to do so, I want to as well travel around the world and visit a few places in the whole continent of America and so on.

I can see myself maybe when I'm about 24, paying my own debts, a fine job, maybe single or married, however god decides to put destiny like for me I'll be sure to like it, sounds fine for me.

And lastly, recently I left away my methods of playing too many online games, they just keep coming back and forth onto me, why do you think I've spend so much time apart from the world? sure does ring a bell, it's a constant fight for that or normal updates on sites as well as music and other works, also I formatted my pc and the data I got all inside a CD was corrupted, so you could say I lost years of work and stuff, I did almost cry, I can't get back all that crap, and I still have a horrendous monitor so I can't do much on photoshop without knowing if it's actually GOOD.

Yeah, that's about it, I recently left online gaming again to take a break and do something else, nowadays I pass free time reading mangas, finishing up old rpg games I never had the chance to play with before, and as you can see, getting my ass to work on this site and other stuff, I just hope SOME of you still have me added, or I'll have to hunt more fellows. Well that's about it, thanks for reading and have a good night.