Posted

Aug 7th 2008

Hmm where do I begin, I guess at the kinda start of my day, since it kinda pertains to later. Well not officially at the start of my day, I wouldn't wanna bore you guys to death. So I guess i'll start where I was on MSN.

Basically i've been having issues with Angie (the person I have to talk to pretty much every week), so I saw that Amanda (Ferguson, not the bitch from work *kicks Mardis*) was on msn and decided to ask her advice, and she gave me some good advice, but I also discovered Angie is very hardheaded. Basically I told her (Angie) that I would like to see her less than once a week, and she told me the program i'm on requires I see her 1 time a week. And my reason for it was cause school is going to start and having school, work and having to see her every week is gonna be a drain on me. During today's session, we argued alot, because everytime I tried to say something, she either interupted me, or would change what I originally said to something else. A big no no for therapists. They aren't supposed to do that at all. So after much arguing (we pretty much argued for almost the whole 1 hour and 30 minutes [yeah she went over the 1 hour time limit]), I finally got to actually speak (which amazed me she finally let me), and finally also got to state well fine if I have to see you can I change the day cause at this point I can't even enjoy my days off. [Basically if I wanna hang out with someone, it stops me from spending the night if they want me to, cause logic usually kicks in and says well you have to go see Angie on Wednesdays at 3. So I can't even joy a nice sleep over if I wanted to right now. {I'M SORRY VAL FORGIVE ME!!}] And she's going to see if I can swap for fridays, which would be better since it's not a day off for me nor a school day. I may take the decision to not have to see her anymore, because I feel more stressed and depressed when I see her cause I feel like i'm talking to a wall. And she's getting frustated at me, but when she says something it doesn't even pertain to me, she says things that pertain to other situations. At the end we both officially calmed down, and she told me she'd rather I keep seeing her, and talk about it. But i'm just like I can talk to my friends about it and they will actually keep on topic and let me talk. So i'll have to think on it some more.

Going back to Amanda, [now that the evil of Angie has been posted]. After she gave me the advice, she also told me she was going to Scotland sometime next year. Sounds cool. She's gonna do about a 5 days tour, which involve backpacking, seeing the Castle of Spite (which she told me is only open during the harvest) and some other stuff. Some other people are going too. I don't know them though so don't ask. Sounds interesting. I wanna travel too, but i'm waitin til I graduate college, it'll be my graduation gift to myself. Told Amanda that too, and she asked why wait til after graduation. Well my answer to that is if I go before I graduate it'll probably be all I wanna do, then I won't focus on school and stuff. Some places I wanna see are Romania, Japan, Greece, possibly Germany, Italy, Singapore, Egypt, Canada, and some other places. But that'll be all in due time. The first 3 are the ones I really wanna do first. But eh moving on.

Goodnews for me, I finally bought a Ps3, and it's the one I wanted. the 60 gb one with full backwards compatibility. I told myself if I was going to get the ps3 it was gonna be the 60 for it's full backwards compatibility. The 80 gb does it go but only for about 75% of ps2 games, eww! And if I was gonna spend hundreds of dollars on it, I was gonna get best one of the lot. I even got it kinda cheap. $459.99, below original retail woot! And since it's hard to get, people had the price averaged to like $700 bucks new. =) So even more yay for me! Now I just gonna save to get a Japanese Playstation 2, so I can play my japanese games (don't need the japanese ps3, cause the USA one already plays the ps3 games from japan). But that'll be also easier to save up and get than the 60 gb ps3. I wanted to get the harder of the 2 first, cause I had to save longer and soon they won't even be on ebay anymore.

Michelle's birthday is coming up, i'm still deciding on what to get her, but i'm not even gonna lay a hint here, cause she'll be able to figure it out if I even give what type of item it is. But i'm sure what i'll get her it'll be something she wants . Except Johnny Depp himself cause I couldn't afford that even if I won the Lottery. .

Speaking of Michelle, apparently there was some goodnews dealing with work, and she was tryingto call, message me on msn, and text me, cause the news was that good. Basically we got a new Supervisor named Jennifer. And Jennifer, has made some new rules. But these rules only apply to Amanda (Mardis the bitch not Ferguson) and Rosa. Rule 1, stop talking shit about other co workers, if they do it at work, they will get in trouble, possibly fired. Yay! Rule 2, stop writting crap incident reports that aren't true. If Jennifer gets them she's going to check very thoughly if they are true or not, and if they aren't they will be in trouble, and report will be discarded. I love the new rules!! *huggles new rules*. Also Calderon and Moreno, got fired. Moreno for sleeping at his post (which your not supposed to do anyway) and for having a knife (and not a i'm cutting my lunch knife, it was a I can kill you with it crocodile dundee knife O.O We're not allowed to have weapons on site, we need licenses for that.), and Calderon (who I still think is cool but what she did was retarded), who was talking shit on the phone with Moreno in spanish, right in front of Jennifer. Now I don't know if she was talking about Jennifer with her shit talk. But in anycase, making the assumption that just cause Jennifer is white (Michelle told me that's the only reason why I know cause she appeared during my days off), and can' speak spanish was stupid on her part. And even so, talking shit in front of her wasn't smart, I understand she was probably upset and all. But still, that's not very professional either.

I won't lie Michelle and I do our talking about co workers just as much as anyone else, but 1, they are usually about Amanda (bitch mardis) and Rosa, because they were stressing us out to the point where we were considering quitting. 2 And when we talked it wasn't shit talk it was fact. Sometimes we do say something about the others too, but it's not mean, and usually something like oh so and so said this, oh this happened, and Usually even with the other co workers (they talk with Michelle and Me as well) it was about Amanda (*slaps mardis) and Rosa, cause We (meaning Michelle and I) were 2 of 7 people they kept writting up for stupid reasons. I mean come on Michelle got a write up for getting a soda. A FUCKING SODA! That's retarded!!! They wrote that Talamantes (who got transfered) had a rc Car, which he doesn't even own one, they wrote about Brianna (who is the new person) that she left the post dirty. And I can go on and on and on, but yeah that's just some of the stuff Amanda (eww mardis) and Rosa were doing so we needed to talk, or else 7 people probably would of quit by now.

Michelle also told me that Jennifer told her that Mayra just got out of jail recently for assaulting her Husband/boyfriend. Wow she looses her job (or got transfered) and does that crap? Well she's not my responsiblity, i'm just glad now I won't have to deal with being in the middle of her help me avoid my husband crap.

Michelle also got caught using her laptop at work by Jennifer from a surprise visit (again Michelle told me this I wasn't there), but Jennifer told he she didn't see it, and as long as she does her job it's fine. Michelle was telling me she was worried, but if Jennifer telling Rosa to stop kissing her ass, cause Rosa was telling her some crap about everyone, then I don't see why Jennifer would say she didn't care then write her up. I don't know Jennifer yet, but I don't see why she'd pull that Mayra crap on her either. But I don't blame Michelle either, first mayra said it was okay for her to buy a soda after clocking in, then she got a write up for doing just that.

I mean patrol was told to give us write ups if they see us with our laptops, and they've seen us, and they haven't written us up, so we'll have to give her (jennifer) the botd. I kinda can't wait to meet her, she's already making changes for the better. =) I think since she did a surprise visit, before, she might do it again to meet me, unless she wants to wait til she's at work, but Michelle told me they talked for 2 hours after her visit, so I won't know til she gets there.

She's also separating Amanda (mardis) and Rosa, so they can't do there shit talk. Woo, i'm glad for the changes.

Michelle was worried, cause atfirst rosa and jennifer seemed all buddy buddy, and rosa was talking alot of crap about everyone. But I told her if she believes it it would make her a bad supervisor cause she just got there and doesn't know us. And she might just be listening but not believing it. And it turned out that was correct, cause I guess Jeff and the combination of the co workers (whom I actually like), told her to watch out for there crap.

Apparently she also threw out all the incident reports and write ups from when Mayra was there from Rosa and Amanda to clean the plate first off, and she read them and found they were all crap. I'm glad she's going to actually make sure they are true. Instead of like Mayra who didn't even check and just wrote us up.

Oh I also forgot to mention I guess moreno was also getting fired cause we all have to clock in and he wasn't doing it and Jennifer thought that was crap (which it was.). Basically moreno gave the i'm old excuse and would be late going to his post if he had to come over to clock in. Which is crap, cause Breeland and Mulvahill are old too if not older than him and they came to clock in just like everyone else. So in my opinion, if they could do it, he could do it too.

Ah, so many good things in like one day. I hung out with Val too, but we were both kinda outta it. She told me she was debating telling me not to come over, but decided she liked my company. We had some fridays pasta thingy, it was good, peppery but not overly so. The puppy who went from being named Squid to Pirate. Is doing good. He just needs to learn a few things. He's doing typical puppy biting for playing, and she's trying to get him outta it. Cause her dad won't let her keep a bitter. But he'll grow outta it too. Cause my dog was like that, and he doesn't do it at all now. He stopped doing it when he got like 6 months oldish, I don't really remember cause that was years ago, but he was young when he stopped. . We also watched My Neighbor Totoro, cause I hadn't seen it and always wanted to, it was good. It made me laugh, I needed the laugh. Totoro's face *cracks up*. I recommend watching it if you haven't already.

Well i'ma stop here now, cause I gotta get some sleep, cause later Michelle and I are gonna go see The Mummy. Woo! So ttyl guys, sorry if my journal was huge this time X.x