- Posted
- Jul 30th 2008
- Mood
- Depressed
Hi everyone, i know it's been quite awhile since i used this account, i've been kinda inactive on
as well..Anyways i recently hurt the one who i truly love, and it just had me feeling like i've hit rock bottom...During this time i've really just been thinking about alot of stuff...
Well the real part i wanted to talk about was the main purpose of the title name of this journal. During my time here i made soo many friends here and well once i went through a RO phase, i had basically lost contact with them. I want apologize to everyone that I've might of abandoned. Your friendship was truly special and im so very sorry for letting it fade. i hope that you guys can forgive me and hopefully we can rebuild that friendship again.
Also i wanted to know what you all thought about me as an artist. please be honest and tell me what you think of me. I dunno recently i just thought poorly of my skills..
Anyways thank you for your time, comments, everything really.
Seph~
Kuroki Kaze Says:
*slaps upside the head*
Stop being mopey, it doesn't suit you. My MSN is always on, if I'm not around still leave a message.
And dude, their are going to be fights, and tussles and arguments, every relationship will have them. Yes, they will be devastating after their done, yes both sides may be hurt from it, BUT ITS GOING TO HAPPEN. Don't let something good fall apart because of something like that, regardless of what it was. Look back on it, see how and why it happened, and look for what you can change for yourself to make you a better person. Then show you still care, prove it if you have to.
As for your artistic skills, if you continue to look poorly on them and attempt to give yourself negative reinforcement you'll end up spiraling down into a perfectionist mindset which is a pain in the ass to get out of...Instead of looking at it in a negative sense, look to it as where you can improve, and practice like no other.(yours truly has this Perfectionist mindset problem, hence why I don't do art that much, if ever).
If all else fails, do what I've done the couple times I've felt down, open up word and start to write, write whatever comes to mind, in any style you choose, don't stop to think, just type what you feel, and the words will come.
In any case, don't be mopey for too long, and I swear, if you start rambling on about "mother..." whatever, i will bitchslap you like Shiva. No, not the summon,the Religion one. you know the one, multiple hands. Yea that one.