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- Posted
- Jul 13th 2008
- Mood
- Hyper
- Music
- OH DARLING-Supertramp
-MY LOVE!!
-HELLO MY LOVE!
-HOW ARE YOU DOING?
-WONDERFUL, THANK YOU! AND YOURSELF?
-FINE, THANK YOU, ALTHOUGH A BIT BORED.
-SO AM I!
 you know who you are, right My Love?
in any case, hello my other loves! how are you all? i'm doing fine thank you very much, although very very uberly bored! This summer seems to be getting loooonger and loooooooooonger! The days seem to last F-O-R-E-V-E-R!!! D: i get on msn and they just get even longer! DDD:
i've been doodling a lot, but nothing awesome. i'll share it someday i'm feeling too lazy to scan it all! ;DDD
Lately i've been thinking about guys @ 3 @ guys that i know and guys i hope to know and guys i'll never know i'm weird that way. Anyways, the other day i was talking with a friend of mine and the conversation suddenly turned to my boyfriendless status xD -he wants to take the place of very special someone, but i can't find a way to make it more obvious that he wont- and then he asked me if i had ever thought who i was gonna marry... not in a creepy way or anything, i really talk to him about anything so i wasn't bothered by his question -even though i know he likes me-. it struck me that i haven't in fact thought how the person i'll probably spend the rest of my life with is.
i've never given it much thought. i have no clue if he's brown like me, or white, or yellow, or orange, or black, or pink, or blue. i've never wondered if his eyes are black like mine or colored. i have no clue if he's tall or not so tall. i dunno if he's romantic or silly. i don't know and i really don't care to know. O w O i guess i'll just love him the way he is, right? no matter how he looks like or what differences we have. I know for a fact that we'll be happy by the simple fact that we'll be together. But lately i wish to find someone who i can be with, and that got me thinking, "just what kind of person do i want to meet?" @ A @. i know i want him to make me laugh again : D and i know he isn't any of my friends. ah well, we'll see what happens when the next semester begins xDDDDDD
i haven't liked a guy for, like, two years and stuff O . O i suddenly lost interest in guys >____> but lately i've been feeling like liking someone xDDDDDDD HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE!? DDD: I feel lonely sometimes, that's all
GEEZ! WTF AM I RANTING ABOUT!?!?!?! !
anyways, how are love matters with you, my loves? have any of you thought how that person you will spend most of your life looks and is like? Are you a lot more smarter than me and you have actually thought about it : D ? then tell me! : D i'm curious to know!
OH! BY THE WAY! I FELL IN LOVE WITH BUBBLEGUM ICE CREAM!! it's yummmmmmmmmyyyyyy
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TehD Says:
I stopped liking people, and wanting anything to do with relationships for a lonng time too. I've found I'm happier that way though.
Bubblegum icecream is awesome. DDD:
vensy Says:
PUFFU~~ *glomps* ♥
I say give it a shot, honestly. :] You never know until you try~
LOVE~ LOVE LOVE LOVE ラブ ãƒ©ãƒ–ï½žï¼ ã™ã　ã™ã～ï¼
In my case, I've been with CC for four years.. haa~ it'll be five years this September o:~
MEW MEW MEW *GLOMPS AGAIN*
Tom of Forks Says:
Don't trust blue men.
Sereneblaze Says:
ahh, so you've finally fell into the trap laid by the bubblegum ice cream, just remember that no matter how much you try you'll never catch the unicorn... yea, it sounded funny in my head not so much when I actually typed it out.
EtherealMog Says:
Why do I feel this journal is just the slightest bit my fault? ^^'
In any case, I've never really thought about it myself as I never really thought about relationships being a child, teenager or adult. I guess I will know who they are when I meet them?
I think you can't pre-determine these things as you could fall in love with someone completely different to what you think. It just happens that way. Who knows, you might even fall in love with someone on this very site before ever seeing them? Stranger things have happened.
Have a nice day dear. :)
BlackKaida Says:
BracingHope Says:
i've never had a bf. it makes me lonely sometimes and i think the same way you talked about in the first pink paragraph. guys i'll never know. yes. that is so me... lol
i don't think about who i'll marry tho. i don't rlly know what my type of guy is....
Kamao14 Says:
your cheating on me now, babe?
blueside Says:
This is super weird....RIGHT before I read this...I had that very thought, about one day getting married and how I hope it will happen.
THAT'S SUPER WEIRD!!!
and my love life sucks dood, I got dumped like a month ago :( and I still feel the uber sad sadness from it.
PYUNN Says:
Last I remember my love life wasn't so great. Haha. You rmember right?
Anywho, It actually is doing better now. But when guys hit on you sometimes it makes you feel awkward.
As for marriage. I definately plan on it someday, but just not today. I'm not really revelling my boyfriend-less status either. Ahhhh. I should make a pic about it. *pfft*
I never get the time. Lol.