Posted

Jun 20th 2008

Mood

Bitter

I was taking my grandpa home today as per usual whenever he comes over to my house. I was driving the usual way and he needed to get his mail, but I had a feeling I should've gone the way I take him when he doesn't need it which is just a road back from the normal road. Stupid me didn't listen to that feeling and just kept going. Now, the road I was going on was a 35 mph road; I was doing 50. But I didn't realize it until I saw a GA State patrol car sitting RIGHT AT THE CORNER I TURN AT. fuck. I start to slow down and turn on my blinker to turn and when I turn, I look back a few seconds later and low and behold, lights. Stupid freekin... So I stop. He tells me to pull over some more. I do. Again. I go over some more. AGAIN. Now I'm on the grass. After he gets my license and insurance, I wait. And wait. And wait because some lady cop is talking with him that pulled up. I must've sat there about ten minutes just waiting. He finally comes back to my window and hands me a ticket sheet thing that I have to sign and tells me that he put it down to me doing only 49 (OH ONE MILE LESS BIG WHOOP!) so I won't get in trouble or something like that because I'm a minor (17). He said something about court and a ticket. All I was thinking was FUCK I'M GONNA GET SHOT AND BE IN SOME DEEP SHIT BY MY MOM!! He tells me to slow down and I leave and for the rest of the trip home from my grandpa's I was paranoid and pissed off and cussing to myself. So now I'm stuck trying to figure out if I want to just pay off the ticket or go to court and try to fight it or whatever so my parent's insurance doesn't get jacked up high like a wedgie and I get off from paying the ticket. I know I'm guilty so I'd feel really bad lying in court (I REALLY hate my conscience), especially if I'd have to do the right hand up or on the Bible... I already know I'm gonna get my license taken from me by my mom because she told me when I first got it she'd take it away if something like that happened.

FUCK.