- Posted
- Jun 7th 2008
- Mood
- Cheerful
I don't generally like to bring up personal crap in my journal like this, but whatever:
Today I managed to take orders for a literal coachload of people at work without fucking up OR panicking!
I realise that for most people it's not much of an achievement to say "I spoke to more than 30 people without having a panic attack" but
fuck you I'm special.
Maybe I won't need a counselor or hefty amounts of meds after all!
Munkee Says:
\o/ Yays for happy successful zees!
Malikat42 Says:
yay for zeemorts. <:
did you notice them all talking about you after you took their orders?
THE1U p Says:
TALKING TO PEOPLE IS OVERRATED
UNLESS THEY'RE COOL
FUCK EVERYONE ELSE
That's pretty good.
If you were seeing a counselor, they would just tell you to keep that accomplishment in mind as evidence that it CAN be done whenever you catch yourself making the thoughts that go with the panic.
So see, they're a waste of money anyway. The internet just told you that for free!
skinnyvee Says:
I'm glad to hear that. I understand it can be a big accomplishment to be able to do that, from personal experience. My advice to you is to avoid medication if at all possible... It's never a permanent solution, and now that I want to get off my meds, I'm finding that a lot easier said than done.
Tony B Says:
i think i died a couple days ago but congrats :>