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Balthamos: everyone who watches me read

  Balthamos: everyone who watches me read
Posted
May 3rd 2008

http://h-balth.deviantart.com/journal/18127496/
http://h-balth.deviantart.com/journal/18035937/
Arpil 26th.. I received the best ever thing to come to me.. my baby Holland rabbit Count Olaf, everything for him was perfect. We made sure he was safe.. Everything was right for him..He needed his Vaccinations against VHD and Myxemotosis, so I started to ask for commissions so I could pay for him to be safe..Last night UK time, I had him up on my bed and he was watching people on webcam, seriously he was so cute.. but I put him down and he ran home to his cage, he is indoors but gets out loads of times.. and he is very very well looked after..This morning I woke, well my mum woke me. While she was talking to me she looked over into Olafs cage.. she asked me to walk out of my room and not look at him.. She told me outside of my room she thought he had died.. his body was laid out flat and his head was twisted the wrong side.. he was trying to get out for a hug but slipped, snapping his head back.. he was alive then but shortly died.. he was 10 weeks old.. he is now in rabbit heaven and I know everyone who commissioned me and talked to me about him is seriously in my thoughts, im so distraught and so upset over this.. I'm still taking commissions but all request pics, all art ideas, everything is now on total hold because of this.. im sorry if I cont reply to you, im totally broken from this..
if you would like a commission I'm willing to do anything, im trying to get over him asap an I need somethings to do.. I have something I want in mind to get me past this phase, so any donations/commissions + I sell yugioh cards etc.. would be great..
Count olaf.. 10 week old baby bunny rabbit.. rest in peace.. you are loved by all..

no idea what to draw :0
 

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Vampira De Nebula Says:

Oh...Balthie...*hugs* I know how you feel all to well. To just have your life made by getting a pet, only to have it die shortly after. A few years ago, I got two pet chickens. But our chicken coup was still under construction, and some raccoons got in and killed them both. We had only had them for one week.
Some people might think its kinda stupid to be so sensitive to the death of an animal you had barely know, but...Its still a living thing. Something you had at least had CHANCE to care for.
My heart goes out to you, Balthie. Take all the time you need to recover~

Kori Says:

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See Vampiradenebula's thing for my comments...

Heero69 Says:

tragic tale indeed

think of it this way... he is now forever safe up in the sky watching over you and can eat all the carrots he wants!

and if pets have feelings, im sure he still loves you forever more

and i dunno what else to say but uh... im sorry for your loss and i hope you will feel better soon O-o *hugs i say*

Pixelstx Says:

aw. im sorry to hear about poor little count olaf. i hope you find a way to get over this, because its does not to to dwell on things past.