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ShinyRust: Apology to Everyone

Posted: Apr 8th 2008
Mood: Sorry

Dear everyone,

I would like to apologize. My apology goes out to everyone, living and dead, on this massive hunk of celestial waste of which we exist on. I'm sorry.

All my life I've done wrong. I cannot help it, for it is my nature, and one cannot change their nature. So allow me to begin.

I'm sorry for everyone I ever punched. I'm sorry for the aggression I show my brother. I'm sorry for scratching those cars. I'm sorry for trespassing. I'm sorry for shoplifting candy. I'm sorry for hating the U.S. I'm sorry for not hating it enough. I'm sorry for that deer I shot last season. I'm sorry for every name I've said behind people's backs. I'm sorry for changing my opinions. I'm sorry for being stubborn. I'm sorry for that time I hit my sister. I'm sorry for being angry. I'm sorry for keeping that anger in. I'm sorry for egging that house. I'm sorry for being jealous. I'm sorry for disappointing everyone. I'm sorry for not being as smart as everyone expects. I'm sorry for being smarter than I put out. I'm sorry for not thinking it over. I'm sorry for shooting ideas down. I'm sorry for not being inspiring. I'm sorry for liking fire. I'm sorry for staying in shadows. I'm sorry for drawing odd things. I'm sorry for having terrible hand writing. I'm sorry for dressing as a zombie. I'm sorry for scaring little kids. I'm sorry for loving Halloween. I'm sorry I broke up with Rynn. I'm sorry I didn't do it sooner. I'm sorry I couldn't work it out. I'm sorry for being a gamer. I'm sorry for being lazy. I'm sorry for being active. I'm sorry for every time I was late. I'm sorry for every time I was early. I'm sorry for apologizing. I'm sorry for feeling bad. I'm sorry for feeling glad. I'm sorry for breaking the globe. I'm sorry for littering. I'm sorry for littering. I'm sorry for spilling the paint. I'm sorry for every time it seemed like I didn't care. I'm sorry for when I truly didn't. I'm sorry for not concentrating. I'm sorry for being focused. I'm sorry for constantly wasting ammo. I'm sorry for constantly reloading. I'm sorry for wearing dirty socks. I'm sorry for not smiling. I'm sorry for not liking painting. I'm sorry for crashing my bike. I'm sorry for going to the hospital. I'm sorry for my scars. I'm sorry for getting the wrong idea. I'm sorry I was born. I'm sorry I will die. I'm sorry I tried to help. I'm sorry I couldn't. I'm sorry for everything I didn't mention here. But most of all, I'm just sorry.

I hope you all will forgive me.

Comments

Evilmonkeykiller Says:

splatco Says:

I'm sorry you feel this way. Sounds kinda like you're focusing on the wrong side of things though. I often find myself doing the same thing. Trick is, you've gotta make another list of the times you've made people happy, made them laugh, of the times you've learned something valuable, and all the other things that you and others should be thanking you for. I'm no specialist, and I certainly don't mean to offend you, but if this because you said you broke up with Rynn, don't think about what could have been but focus on the good times I'm sure you two shared, and be happy for enriching both of your lives.

And I disagree with your statement about not being able to change you nature. I've seen people who were complete a-holes for their whole lives turn it around and become genuine folks. And from what I've heard from you, you're definetely not an ass, so you've got a head start already.

Whatever you do, good luck.

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eviler than you Says:

it sounds like you've had it kinda rough lately. i'm sure everyone will forgive you for all you have done wrong or think you've done wrong. and i'm sure there are people you can go to to talk about these things, so don't let it all well up inside you.
i know i haven't talked to you lately so i have no idea what is going on in your life, so i am in no position to say much. sorry

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RynnOfThCrimsonWings Says:

i'm glad to see you finally get some things off your chest....and....well...

...I'm sorry Rust, Please Forgive me

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