Posted

Apr 7th 2008

....And then you die. TT^TT
Reason for this:
I was having fun with Grandpa at his birthday party.
I then go and check my messages.
I find that Nellie/Chibi died. ( chibifanatic13 on DA.... )
And I'll quote Korin in the journal......
"as of 12:43 am April 6,2008 , Nellie had passed away in the E.R. of serious bloodloss in a car accident....."

....TT^TT
Shit happens to really good people like Nellie.
It's been irking the hell out of me.
Had to make a journal, because just posting on someone's journal DID NOT help me feel any better.
Life for me has been so-so.
Woke up and found that I felt suicidal, so I stayed in bed until everyone left the house.
Checked my e-mail and such.
AND NONE OF MY REALLY CLOSE ALMOST-THERAPISTS-FRIENDS WERE ON. TT^TT
Yeah, I help some of my friends practice with therapy, so stfu.
It helps when your stressed.
And do me a favor and go say/post your respects to chibi~ TT^TT
I'm pretty much through with any deaths what-so-ever, now.
Think maybe I'll quit with the current fanfic and start a new one, since I'm gonna suddenly be an evil character.
Why?
Because I felt like it. (Still considering just doing both....)
Especially since Grandpa has kinda been in and out of the hospital for the past two years and I've been worried that he'll just drop dead right in front of me.
He's suppose to help me with math and algebra, if I need it, and to the best of his abilities.
Necko (my cat's named Necko.... ) almost got run over, and, I swear to god, if he'd been run over, it would have been Soul's fault.
And now I feel like I'm ranting.....
But what the hell ever, I have full right to.
Haven't really been working on anything, and the veins and muscles in my arms and legs have been either spazzing, straining, pulling, numbing, etc, etc.
AND IT HURTS~ TT^TT
.......
Gabriella's birthday party was on the April 5th, a Saturday.
Her real birthday was April fools, the 1st.
It wasn't as bad as I'd thought it be.
Especially when I pwned almost everyone in Twister.
That was fun.
Until 5-year-old-cousin-Alyssa came in and pwned me. TT^TT
But we let her cheat, since she doesn't really know how to play the game.....
Ah well. TT^TT