Posted

Jan 7th 2005

Mood

Lost

Music

Josh Groban and Edward Scissorhands

WARNING: SOB STORY ALERT!
Well Christmas is done, and life is going like crud now, my grandma is in the hospital b'cus she has to much fluid in her heart, school stinks, everything that i NEED (like glasses, braces and stuff) is costing me $$ that i, or my parents don't have and i need my Life Gaurds to get a decent job and to help me get into university (probably BYU (Brigham Young University) Idaho, (or Provo possibly) or ACAD in Calgary) and THAT cost like $120 for each course (Bronze medalion etc. and that's like 3 or 4 courses and THEN the Life guard course itself) MAN why are people so bloody Money happy?? grrr. And it's pathetic how no one have a sense of right and wrong anymore either, i forgot my discman in the computer lab one lunch hour and when i went to go get it at the end of skool (bloody double Physics) some one had STOLEN it! And i know who it was through my "scources" and yeah, i went to the vice-principal abt. It and yeah, so Mr. Principal went and taked to the kid and yeah he denyed he had it they searched it locker and it wasn't there Mrs. J (my pal) says the kid (one of those Stoner, punk kids) probably has already destroyed it.... MY PHANOM OF THE OPERA CD was in there! cries i hate that kid! I'm gonna make his life so miserable now!! besides my CD cost more than the discman, and the headphones my lil sister gave me for christmas were on it! OI! I hate the world today! Dies grrrr... pl are so stoopid! And now i'm going crazy b'cus i'm trying to hard to keep happy, it's blizzarding outside (YAY for Canada) so maybe we'll have a snow day tomorrow (yeah right with my luck a Chinook will come and all the snow will be gone) OI, so now that i'm finished my sad reighn of terror, here's how i am otherwise:
well.... i'm sortta excited to go to BYU, the church helps pay for courses so that's an up, and i'll bee with other mormons so i wont feel pressured or n e thing i REALLY REALLY want to go to Scotland for at least one year of skool tho.... anyhoo, anyone else going to BYU Idaho or BYU Provo??
well cyas l8r
Nemarie
Nats
P.S. i pray good Luck for the vicims of the tsunami!